IR-REPLACABLES.

2011-12-25T21:51:00.005+08:00

Spent 2011's christmas with sweetheart, at Tampines.
Wore the christmas hat, not embarrasing okay! Its fun, special and unique.

Ate at BBQ Chicken, its kinda originated from Koreaaaaaa.

Shopping is awesome. What I meant was, when is it not? c:

Merry x'mas!
May Santa bless the people I love.

2011-08-28T22:32:00.003+08:00

Today was fantastic-awesome-awesome.
I just love the funny epic faces you make. ;p

You didn't see wrongly, we ARE reading books.

Exams are coming near, studyyyyy. :(
Mug hard everyone.

xoxo.
Joann 'yjx.

2011-08-04T20:38:00.011+08:00

PE lessons made me so happpyyyy today, but benjamin totally ruined everything. ._.

You totally irk my sight. Last time, we used to hang out together. I thought you were nice. But I've never seen this side of you before. If you want our respect, and have to prove to us that you deserve it, not sucking up teachers to get it for you. You slept in class EVERYDAY, and in front of the teachers you act like you're so hardworking and stuff, hypocrite. You initiated to be the Chairman of our class, and you're not doing your job, and whats more, you even lost the class key. Its like so inconvenient for us, and you still expected our whole class comittee to split costs with you. You said Jeremy, Jazir steal your wallet and phone. Its just what you exclaimed to be. Hello, whats wrong with you. If they really intended to steal your stuff, why would you even get it back at the first place. And your wallet, you go around telling people that they took your wallet. Did you ever see anyone or in fact, Jem and Jazir touched it? Its just because you think they don't like you, and YOU don't like them, you accused them for all these stupid stuff. Did you get back your wallet? Apparently you did. I still saw you holding it a few days back. So from now, if you lost anything, you would just put the blame on them. You're damn unreasonable. Come on luh, grow up. You think you're still in primary school? Little little things find teacher. Zzz. After doing all these, you just brought in more haters. HOPE MY OPINION OF YOU WILL CHANGE SOON.

I don't hate people, I just feel better when they aren't around.

Jemwong's gonna put cast tmrw. :( Get well soon quickly so can remove the cast!

The SL facilitation skills course was fun, so little people turn up. Our group, Engheng, Ruban, Waipeng, Shiying and Junpeng were so funnn! Super epic and funny-max! Hmmm, learnt quite lots of stuff. Can't wait to facilitate the 2012 Sec one orientation campppp!

National Day is comingggg! I wanna go see fireworkks. But, I don't have any red shirts! It'll be so odd from the crowd if you don't wear red. Hahaha, I guess only on national day will red be the common colour among the crowd. :>

xoxo.
Joann 'yjx.

2011-08-01T19:40:00.009+08:00

Mrs Chua not here, free periods! Hmmm, was having a fun time. Then Mr Beh come in kaypoh, ruined everything. Walk pass come in step one responsible teacher, come in catch her catch there. Shout so loud for what, hearing got problem. LOL. Hate these kinds of teachers, suck up to principal only. All of these people should go to hell, seriously. Okay, I'll stop these cursing. I'm like gonna fall asleep during Physics lesson, just can't get rid of the sleeping mode. Chinese period is the best, at IT room. The test is like so meaningless, wasn't concentrating at all, wa having fun disturbing Jingyong. ;p

Sport fiesta soccer finals! Skipped AP lessons, hahaha. Great game, I love to see them play! Won, 1.0, happppy. Engheng, Jemwong, Jazir, Yuequn, Shafie. These guys are ultra-awesome! :> Lunch at eighteen chef. Ray and Engheng were talking about baskteball stuff, and Ray is super epic, funny to-the-max! hahahaha, good times always ends fast. Went home on the same bus with Ray, he like super slow and clumsy can! He's like right at the end of the bus, and when its his stop and suppose to get down, he like slowly squeeze his way out, then by the time he was about to tap out, the door close. He was like "oh, shit!" then got people help him press the bell, then the driver open the door for him. totally LOL.

Jem's gonna put leg cast soon. Wondering how next year's sports fiesta be like without him. Hmmm, I bet he'll miss playing soccer, floorball and the other sports! :( Get well soon Jem!

Gonna have training on tuesday, wednesday and friday because of national day performance! :( hope it ends early. Teacher said it will end latest by 7 SGD. Hope not hope not hope not! Boooooo, wanna dance with Pearl they all for teachers day, but too bad, I'm gonna miss it. Hope we'll have other chances to perform for other occasions, lets say.. GESS CARNIVAL 2012! I really fell in love with Miss A's Goodbye baby, Sistar 19's Ma boy and T-ara's Roly Poly! I wanna and gonna learn all of these dances.

Believe in yourself and all that you are. Know that there is something inside you, that is greater then any obstacle. Thats the courage to give it a shot.

I know we're in a relationship, of which its the connection of two. I hope things will get better, after we've sort out thoughts out that night. All of my shortcomings, I'll change step by step, bit by bit. I don't want things to come between us, make us feel that we've drifted apart. These 17 months we've survived through hardships, and I believe we still can, for the next few years, till the end of the world. I hope things will get better, soon.

xoxo.
Joann 'yjx.

2011-07-23T11:16:00.007+08:00

Yesterday, went to Tiong to have lunch with Moomoo, Yileen and Kailing, at LJS. Enjoyed mixing all the tartar, chilli, tomato sauces, coke, milktea drinks, sugar, pepper, creamer powder etc etc together! Funny max, laughed like nothing else ever matters. Feels like some casual outing, great fun! Went for dance. Left at 4 plus. Rushed home to bathe and change. Ate with Engheng, Jemwong, Yuequn at Subway. Headed to school, with two packets of ribena gummy! To fill my hunger. Wore same lens as Claudia, like so cool okay!

Grimm Tales is awesome! Its more fun than I expected. Feels like a class outing, everyone is like so bond and close! :> Had a lot of fun in the bus, taking pictures and singing. ;p After the play ends, went for supper at MOS, tired and full. They actually bought alcoholics drinks! Damn, I never drink until, Engheng don't let me. ._. Hayley's gonna get drunk. Went home, reached at around 11.30pm.

YAY, FRIDAY IS AWESOME!

xoxo. ♥
Joann 'yjx.

2011-07-15T21:18:00.012+08:00

Sports fiesta 2011, superduper awesome awesome plus awesome! Our soccer, floorball and basketball team are the awesome-est, though most are the same few people. ;p They played a great game in soccer, thanks to all the scoldings from Jemwong, Yuequn scored the critical 2 points! Enjoyed the floorball game, everything ended so quickly. The goal keeper is hard to be, so nervous! :( Kinda guilty, I can't believe I actually own goal, omg. Luckily we manage to catch up the points and win, YAY. We're like so awesome okayyy. And finally, the basketball. Luckily everything is smooth and there isn't timing clashes. Great game they had. Bought quite a lot of drinks and food. Ate eighteenth chef together, saw Mr Wang with other teachers, mostly females, hehehe. Disturbed them while they order their food. ;p Went to safra with Jemwong, Shiling, Yuequn, Jaryl and Jemlum. Superduper fun! Went pooling, then the J's went to eat yakun, swinging at the playground and bowling.
A big big thanks to Engheng, Jemwong, Yuequn, Raylim, Jazir, Shafie, LimJiayi, Wilson, Shiling, Jemlum & Jaryl!

Who says girls can't have guy bestfriends? :>

Even if there isn't anyone, I shall be the first.

xoxo,
Joann 'yjx.

2011-05-14T23:25:00.007+08:00

15th month ago, on this same date, we aren't normal friends anymore.

You always make a fool out of yourself just to make me smile.

15th month ago, our hearts linked together as one.

You smile, laugh and cry with me.

Nothing comes between us, we're meant to end when eternity is through.

You. Yes you, thankyou so much. I'm once too scared to give it my all, scared to overcome. Till you came and showed my the directions and gave me superpower. You're the source of my happiness, the one I love. Its our 15th Month, and I know we still have a long way ahead. Sweetheart, I love you. ♥

2011-05-03T19:15:00.002+08:00

today.is.a.sucky.day.
my poor phone died, exams flunked, uniform got dirtyyyy.
I don't like this, FML.

2011-04-27T19:26:00.002+08:00

MidYearExam coming soon, one word. STUDY. Hope I can do well, hope everyone can! ;>
After exams can goooo partyyyy, hehehe. But I don't want CCA to resume, that huge huge huge responsiblity coming, dont like. Now just need to study as much as I can, so yeah, JIAYOU! xoxo. ♥

Break the curse of failing.
Break the curse of failing.
Break the curse of failing.
Break the curse of failing.
Break the curse of failing.
Break the curse of failing.

2011-04-23T11:52:00.005+08:00

Spent Good friday at West coast park.
wanted to rent a go-cart, but so expensive. ._. and yay, it rained. ♥

shopped at Clementi mall supermarket, saw some Africans, hehehe.

had an awesome dayy, took lots of pictures! ;>

I love you.

2011-04-15T22:45:00.003+08:00

Hello. No PE todayyyy, studied for two tests, Physics and Chemistry. hmmz, either just pass or fail. I'm starting to like 3H'11. We're like the most exciting and awesome class among the sec 3s. ;> Went to eat lunch with sweetheart, da-bao food go playground, then go shelter, because of hot sun. sat on the floor to eat, people walk pass keep looking. For what. Lucky there's no police at that time. Went homed, changed, went out again. Was rushing for time. Anyway, I found out that my sweetheart is more dirty than i expected! hehehe. ;p

Just thinking of those amazing memories lights my day up.

2011-04-12T19:59:00.003+08:00

Cheese, I'm feeling much better already. Well, thankkks for the people who showed concern! ♥ Hasn't been in good relationship with my family recently, maybe our thinkings just don't tally. Hope things can turn better soon. Hmmz, I guess I've already gotten over the x-country thingy, thanks to the encouragements and supports by those important people around me. I shouldn't be fretting over the mistakes I've done, but thinking how to change those mistakes into motivations to do better. ;> Anyway, I seemed to be improving in maths, and that helps to make me feel happier, I hope I can pass for MYE. Andand, oral exams are coming too, I just want to pass! ♥

With the strength to carry on, you cast your fears aside, and you know you can survive, then when you feel like hope is gone, look inside you and be strong, and you'll finally see the truth, that a hero lies in you.

2011-04-09T15:21:00.003+08:00

This whole day I've been thinking, why did I started running? I didn't really have a passion for running when I first stepped into GESS. But, everything started when, I get to know Magtan & Chenyun, both from track. Then Yuanzhen, who amazed me by her extraordinary running ability. We were all in the same class, aiming to get top-15 for 2009 school x-country. Well we did it, and we start to get closer. Soon I get to know Jiayi and Alicia, both also from track. During 2010, we're all chosen into the interschool x-country team. We hanged out and trained together, and as time goes by, all of us got closer, like a team. From then, I told myself that I must do my best, because I'm running for them, as we've set the target together, as a team. Everyone's effort is paid off, and we got 15th position among 40 over schools. This year, I'm unable to participate in the 2011 interschool x-country, due to clash of timing with the Syf rehearsal. I really really anticipated for the interschool x-country competition, but, I have no choice. For that, I'm really sorry. Because of that, I told myself that I will put all my efforts and everything I've missed into the school's annual x-country. And again, I failed. I'm really very sorry, this year I've been a useless team mate, a lousy friend. I hope I won't be one next year. I really hope so.

2011-04-08T19:29:00.005+08:00

Today, PE. Finished my napfa, hopefully I get a gold. Oh gosh, I'm starting to lose confidence in everything. I can't set goals for myself anymore. Everytime things get messed and screwed up, I'm afraid I might fail again. That kind of feeling wereby you've aimed for something, but end up you failed to achieve it, it feels really bad. After school, went to BMSS with sweetheart for dental appointment. Headed to interchange and went home. Lucky tmrw are weekends, I'm seriously worn out.

Thursday, April 7, 2011

X-country, my day was ruined. Eyes swollen, the heart feels like it has dashed into pieces. Joann Yeo, why are you so lousy, why must you stop at that crucial point of time, why must you give up, why can't you hold it on till the end, why must put set a goal that is so high, a goal that you can't possibly achieve, stop looking so highly on yourself. Your friends are superior, you know you aren't fit to be their friend. You couldn't win with them, share their joy with them. You just kept on crying, not only ruined your day, you ruined their's too. WHY ARE YOU SO LOUSY. WHY AM I SO LOUSY. After this incident, I'm afraid to set goals for myself, so afraid that I will fail again. Once bitten, twice shy. Many thoughts flashed through my mind, the WHYs and WHOs. I'm really sorry, Yuanzhen, Magtan, Jiayi, Alicia, Chenyun, Shiling. Before the race starts, we've aimed to go in the top-15 together, all of you did it, but I failed to. Firstly, I feel so useless. Secondly, I'm really sorry, for making you guys worry. but I guess I'm just not up to standard. Thirdly, really thankyouuu. You guys made me feel loved, feel cared. Thankyou for cheering me up, making me feel a lot better, and for those drinks, filled with love. And fourthly, congratulations for achieving your goals. I really feel happy for you guys, who've worked so hard, and finally seeing hard work paid off. Thankyou, I really love you guys, my sister-like friends! ♥ Also, thankyou for the people who cared when they passed by. Your are you okay-s and take care-s, made me felt that at least someone cares for me. ♥ And, not forgetting my sweetheart, sorry for making you worry, and running all the way back to look for me, slowly walk back with me, wiped my tears away, and lifting my minds off those unhappy stuff, cheered me up. You were there when I needed you, thankyou so much for doing all these for me, I love you. ♥

2011-04-06T19:39:00.003+08:00

Hello, ♥ tmrw is x-countryyyy. Kinda nervous actually, well, I'll just do my best. Somehow hoping that it rains tmrw. ;p Epic conversations during lunch today with Sweetheart, Ray and Hayley, hehehe. Guess what we're talking about. The girls stuff and the guys stuff. Somehow disgusteddd, ewww. Social studies test after Chemistry lessons. Hmmz, if I'm lucky, I should be able to pass, I guess? Somehow I think I'll fail, hmmz. Went strolling at tiong, was raining when I went home. Jiayou for tmrw, ♥ I'm looking forward to stickys , and the second part of the dayyy. ;>

I miss Kyungsan. ;>

2011-04-05T18:40:00.005+08:00

Annyeonggg ! ♥ Health check todayyy at AVA room, we have to wait for the boys to finish before its our turns, because the nurse said, Boys cannot see girls, but girls can see boys. If you want see go back to your class and see! Hahaha, the nurse like so not happy with us like that lorh, or is it the boys from our class are too irritating? Oops. ;p And yeah, we folded paper swans todayyy, LOL at Benjamin. It was a chaos, and my sweetheart is struggling with it too, hehehe. Ate lunch with sweetheart & Jiawei, went home earlyyyy. 10 hours of sleeping a day keeps the headaches away! ;> Ommo I miss dance, nowadays so bored during CCA dayys, no where to go, must go home early. ._. X-country is coming soon, hope everyone run well! I'm aiming for a top 15, I guess? hehehe.

I.want.to.stickys ♥
xoxo.

2011-04-02T13:13:00.002+08:00

2011 Syf judging, we maintained a silver. Well, at least we tried our best. ♥

Next mission, learn how to be a good leader.
All the best International Dance! ♥

2011-03-15T22:07:00.002+08:00

I miss you real lots,

I want to see you now.

Wo de sweetheart, I love you !
Kuai dian hui lai oh. ♥

2011-03-12T22:32:00.008+08:00

Awesome camp @ Tanjung Piai !

We went into the river, had so much fun getting dirty ! ;>

Our wrecked floats, it was so fun.

I crossed this, so proud of myself. ;>

Look at how dirty our shoes are after going in the river.

The awesome 3H cheer, splashing all the mud.

CIP @ Mangrove swamp, ewwwww.

Walked for a longlong way before we reach there.

We missed Paintball, but the ChallengeVillage, Campfire, the meals and the beds are sosososos awesome !

Thankyou for our awesome trainers, Raj and Hajar , for making this 3days2night camp so awesome ! ;>

Credit pictures from Yuequn & Shiling.

2011-02-22T21:34:00.004+08:00

Sweetheart, Get well soon. I'm worried.

2011-02-19T12:13:00.003+08:00

Thanks to those who hated me,
You made me stronger.
Thanks to those who loved me,
You made my heart grow fonder.
Thanks to those who cared,
You made me feel important.
Thanks to those who entered into my life,
You made me who I am today.
Thanks to those who left,
you showed me that nothing lasts forever.
Thanks to those who stayed,
You showed me true friendship.
Thanks to those who listened,
You make me feel like I was worth it.

2011-02-12T22:05:00.002+08:00

Another awesome day. First year & Valentines day in advance. ♥

2011-02-03T19:26:00.003+08:00

Happy Lunar New Year !
#1. I want to grow taller, at least 167 cm. hehehe.
#2. I want to be with Sweetheart till we grow old, something called forever.
#3. I want to do well in CCA, get a gold for SYF.
#4. I want to do my best in studies, no more OLP.
#5. I want everyone to be happy and healthy. ♥♥

Lastly, I want a lot of hongbaos ! hehehe. ;>

2011-02-03T16:13:00.000+08:00

43 facts. 43 things boys must know about girls

#1 When you break her heart, the pain ever really goes away.

#2 When she misses you, she’s hurting inside.

#3 When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.

#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.

#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.

#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go.

#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.

#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.

#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.

#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.

#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.

#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

#13 When she’s scared, protect her.

#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.

#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

#17 When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.

#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.

#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.

#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.

#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

#25 Don’t let her have the last word.

#26 Don’t call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.

#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.

#29 When she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let go.

#30 When she says she’s OK, don’t believe it, talk toher about it, because 10 yrs later she’ll still remember it.

#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.

#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

#33 Treat her like she’s all that matters to you.

#34 Don’t ignore her when she’s out with you and your friends.

#35 Stay up all night with her when she’s sick.

#36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

#37 Let her into your world.

#38 Let her wear your clothes.

#39 When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her

#40 Let her know she’s important.

#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.

#42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; “Who’s ass am I kicking today baby?”

#43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you’d read it too.

2011-01-29T13:25:00.004+08:00

E-learning is over ! ♥

Just finished Chinese E-learning homework, a piece of cake ! heeee.
Left with D&T and Physics light worksheet, OMMO.
I threw away all my 2010 Science notes, now I dontknow how to do ! ._.
And I need to do the class duty roster. Hmmz.
SNSD Run devil run Japanese Version is out ! xoxo, hehehe. ♥

2011-01-26T13:19:00.004+08:00

Time pass so fast during E-learning, haaa. So tired.
Finished my POA, English, Physics, Chemistry, PE.
Left with Chinese and D&t. Shall do it tmrw, heee.
I officially end my E-learning for todayyy. :>
Chaotic in MSN and Facebook chat, so many chats. Totally spamming lorh.
Ray and Wengjinn quarrelling in 3H chatbox, OMG luh. hahahahaha.
Haven't had my lunch yet, hungryyyy ._.
Sweetheart went for match. Jiayouu oh.
I want to get a afternoon nap. so time will pass fasterrr !
My mom keep nagging, because I have dance training on Newyear Eve. BLEAH.
My bangs grew long, no more bangs, heee, I want it to grow longggg.

GESS, Jiayou for Southzone-s ! ♥ xoxo.

2011-01-25T21:03:00.004+08:00

Its E-learning tmrwww. No need go school, still need to wake up earlyyyy ._.
At least no need to see Mrs Chua, for goodness sake.
OMG, She's so PARTICULAR about everything. LOL.
Hope E-learning is not screwed up, hehehe. I'm so looking forward to it.
Dance training is fun today. Heee, starting to get more enthusiastic.
Sweetheart and Ray were gossiping about basketball people.
So bitchyyyy. hehehe. :> I want Thursday and Friday to come soon.
Drained out, gonna sleep early todayyy. MAYBE.

This is my twin, Pearlyn !♥
A lot of people say we're like sisters, and our smile is similar. Hee.

2011-01-24T22:06:00.002+08:00

I'm Happy. I've change my blogskin. Heeee.
E-learning coming soon, can't wait !
Eyes swollen, hope it'll be okayyy by tmrw. look so weird. ._.
Shirley Tan came as Geography relief teacher.
I like her more than Derrick tan. So guailan one lorh he. BLEAH.
Guess what, I gave sweetheart a fright todayyy.
I took his tigger, heee. He look so serious, so adorable.
Hmmz, I was happyyyy, so glad.
I can see that the tigger is so important to him. Heee.
Muack, I love you. to the max max max.
Sorry for giving you a fright, I won't do it again.
Ate yogurt snow ice, Eeyer. I shall not eat it again, never.
Had a long time at the bus stop, hehehe.
Chenyun put on braces, so cool ! :>
Going to sleep soon, Goodnight , xoxo. ♥

2011-01-15T18:16:00.005+08:00

Hello, This is my tigger. heeeee. ♥

I've done all my homework todayyy, so great !
E-learning is boring, BLEAH.
Sweetheart sleep so long todayyyyy. heee. I miss you ! ♥

2011-01-09T22:38:00.002+08:00

Awesome day with Pearlyn and Caroline ! xoxo.
Tiong > Scape > Cineleisure > Flea market > Home.
First day on twitter, hehehe.

2011-01-08T13:53:00.005+08:00

Sweetheart, I love you.
I know things are hard for you recently.
I hope I can help. I want to be with you, always.
I don't want you to be stress, I know you're not feeling good inside.
Everything will be over soon, reallyyyy.
Stay cheerful okayyy, I love you. so much. ♥♥

I want to see your smile, LIKE THIS.

hehehe. :>
Did you smile when you see this? Did you did you?
I really love you ! ♥

2011-01-03T17:29:00.004+08:00

OMG, Its tmrwwww !
Back to school life ! New class, New teacher, New classmates ! ♥
Hope it'll be an awesome 2011. Its D&T timeeeeee! :>
Bring It On, 2011 !

Sweetheart. Cheerups okayyyy.
whatever you do, give it your best shot.
Always remember that I'll be there, whatever that happens.
When you fall, I'll hold you.
When you're tired, I'll give you strength.
When you're about to give up, I'll give you hope.
I love you. Really. ♥
xoxo.

2011-01-01T22:02:00.006+08:00

Its 2011 ! A new year, a new beginning.
I'm gonna be Sec 3. I'm so gonna stress about studies.
I look forward to our 1 Year anniversary ! I love him, so much.
This year is over, next year will be a challenge. Bring it on.
2 more dayys before school reopens.
I need to rush my homework.
I hope I'll not drift apart from my friends,

though we'll be in different class.
I'll miss 2E' 10. I'm looking forward to 3H '11 ! :>
Hope it'll be a great 2011. One more year before world ends at 2012.

Sweetheart, I really love you. ♥
You don't need change, I just love the way you are.
You're trying to change, and what I saw was you suffering, alone.
I don't like it, I feel hurt. Anything but you feeling pain.
You're special, you no need to change. I want the real you.

I don't want you to suffer, I want you to stay happy.

Seeing you smile make me happy, thats all that I need.

I love you, and I mean it.

2010-12-30T13:22:00.007+08:00

ANNYEONG ! :>
2011 is cominggggg soon, going back to school veryvery soon.
walaooooo, I don't want. I want moremoremore holidayyyys.
but I'm going to accept the realityyy.
Next year sec 3. Combined science class 3H, I'm number 6, ohh yayyy ! ♥
Our class is going to be awesome. hmmz, taking D&T. can't wait.
I don't look forward to the sec 3 camp, going overseas.
I miss sweetheart.
Didn't see him for the whole week ! hope I can see him soon. ♥
Happy New Year aye! I want lots of hong bao. hehehe. :>

2010-12-28T17:42:00.006+08:00

This is the Milo Youth Under 14 Finals. Tagawa vs Home United.
Its the awesome-est match I'll never forget.

Jiayou.

2010-12-27T22:49:00.006+08:00

Its 11 at night.

Sweetheart is sleeping. I miss him. I want to talk to him more,
but he is tired, he has training tmrw.

I really enjoyed being with you.

You made me understand what is real happiness,

You made me felt loved and special. You gave me sense of security.

You bring out the true smile from bottom of my heart.

Its been 10 months 8 days we're attached.

I believe we'll last for a year, 10 years, 50 years, 100 years,

and finally, till eternity.

I can lose anything, but I can't lose you.

You made me fell for you, and I'll never let you go.

Sleep well oh, sweetheart.
I love you, xoxo. ♥

2010-12-27T21:46:00.005+08:00

Talked on the phone with sweetheart for almost the whole day.
haaaa, was so fun. but I think his phone bill will bao zha this month.
Sorry, I hope my phone will be fixed asap. :>

I miss sweetheart, want to see him real soon!

He is so cute! thats the reason why I fell in love with him.
Oh yeah, and my homework. need to lin shi bao fou jiao. damn it.
hope I can finish on time, 7 dayys before going back to school.
I can't wait to see everybodyyyyyyy! ♥

2010-12-27T11:21:00.003+08:00

My phone effing spoil. I can't contact sweetheartttttt! :<

Ommo I miss him, I want to contact him so badlyyyyyy.

I love you, I'll call you veryvery soon, I promise.

2010-12-15T13:39:00.012+08:00

Tenth month, 302 days together. ♥
I love you, so much so much.

till the veryveryvery enddd!
I'll learn how to cherish,

my very one and onlyyyyy.
my dearest, cutest, funniest,

sweetest, awesome-est sweetheart!

I won't let you go,

you'll stay in my heart, alwayyyys.

I know you love me a lot a lot.

I love thousand times as much.

Sorry, for the late postttt!

I love you, till eternityyyy. ♥

Till the very endddd.

2010-12-14T00:51:00.007+08:00

went Johor with mom todayyyy. awesomez.
had lunch at Old Town White Coffee, its damn nice.
Christmas sales, bought a new bag, two pairs of shoes.
plus clothes. and handphone accessories, hohoho. ;p
walked for hours, effing tired. but it was awesome awesome awesome.
Missed sweetheartttttt. its the veryveryvery tenth month! :>

2010-12-14T00:32:00.004+08:00

these are some pictures of 121210.

these shall be kept as memories, till eternity.

2010-12-12T20:47:00.005+08:00

awesomez International dance ROD, at Vivo.
all of them came late, only Pearlyn and me came on time.
had our lunch while waiting, haaa.
the three little pigs, Moomoo, Breyl & Eileen came at 12.19. BLEAH.
plus Hoiching, Esther, Jieying, Yiling, Natasha, Aleen, Crystal.
Wanted to watch movie, too bad, no seats.
hmmz, went Kbox. those three pigs didnt tag along.
they rather stay at the playground or skypark, haaa.
It was effing cold in the room, Jieying and I were freezing.
the waiter provided us with coats, so warm, so comfortable.
Everyone went so high, it was so much fun.
and yeah, saw JeremyW, Tengyi & Benjamin at Vivo.
Went to buy log cake to celebrate Natasha's 16th birthday.
that chocolate cake is so awesome,

crapped with Moomoo, Breyl, Jieying and Natasha, effing funny.
Heart to heart with Jieying. Cheerups alright! ♥
Just reach home. Had so much fun, time for some rest.

Sorry.

2010-12-11T13:33:00.005+08:00

HELLO, I can't wait for tmrwwww, showdown of Dtc and Tagawa.
Tagawa Jiayou ohhhhhh! BLEAH.
hmmz, don't know going ROD a not, haven't decide.
Ommo, I'm hungry. hmmz, time for lunch. :>
I've got a christmas hat! awesomez.
I can't waittttttt for christmas! ♥

Relationships are hard to handle, Love is selfish.

2010-12-09T22:35:00.004+08:00

Hello, Joann Yeo Jia Xin is very happyyyyy today.
Sweetheart, I love you. more than these three words can say!
I love you forever, so no break. NEVER. ♥
and yeah, Weaven is funny. veryyyy. hohoho. ;p
hmmz, looking forward for tmrwwwww.
Still hesitating between ROD or watch match, FML.
I really dontknow lehhhhhh. how how how how how.
Cleared all my papers and past textbooks, awesomez.
two full stacks of rubbish to recycle, environmental friendly.
Going to sleep soon, goodnight. No more nightmares, go away.

When you're leaving, I'll hope for one last second to be with you.
And hope that that one second last forever.

2010-12-08T22:16:00.006+08:00

had lunch at Subway with Engheng, my very first time.
quite fun ordering, the chipotle southwest sauce not nice one, BLEAH.
rained. watched match today, awesomez.
Tagawa vs Tongwhye, 93-38. Dtc vs Paya Lebar, 87-18.
hmmz, there is girls basketball match too, but not as competitive.
I want to watch Dtc vs Tagawa on sundayyyyy.

Jiayou, Tianchuan. Tagawa is awesomez.
homed. so tired, going to sleep soon. Goodnight, people.

Relationships are frail, they may break apart with just a wrong touch.
Cherish, and handle it with care. ♥

2010-12-07T10:04:00.004+08:00

Pet society is awesomez, effing awesomez.
Going overseas on Friday. Hai, I don't want.
I miss Magtan, Chenyun, Yuanzhen, Hayley, Vanessa, JeremyL, Zile.
all my dearest, my one and only-s.
and of course, my awesome-est sweetheart too.
these people are the ones that make my life complete.
and yeah, now I need to finish my homework, level up my pet society, :>
I can't wait for 2011, I want to see everybody again.

watch this, the epic-est video I've ever seen.

2010-12-04T12:27:00.002+08:00

I miss you when something really good happens,
because you're the one I want to share it with.
I miss you when something is troubling me,
because you're the only one who understands me so well.
I miss you when I laugh and cry,
because I know that you're the one who makes
my laughter grow and my tears disappear.
I miss you all the time, but I miss you the most
when I lie awake at night and think of all the wonderful times
we spent with each other, for those were some of the
best memorable times of my life.

Liar, I waited for you. but you never came online.

I craved so much, thinking that I can contact you via ebuddy.

but I guess I'm being naive, just believing what I shouldn't.

You just don't know how much I missed you.

2010-12-03T21:56:00.007+08:00

went out with Sweetheart today, weather is effing cold, rained.
He always come late. Missed him so much, finally can see him!
hmmz, went Vivo, walked around for so long.
Searched for stitch, failure attempt. Cannot find, lousy.
Went totally bonkers at ToysRUs, effing crazy.
He played with the funny looking parrot cap,
even wore it and took picture. it was so funny!
Crapped so much, but it was so much fun.
He's going overseas tmrw, again.

You don't know how much I couldn't bear to see you leave.

I love you, that words can't say.♥

2010-12-02T22:54:00.003+08:00

Sweetheart! I miss you so much you know, dont get sick okay.

take care of yourself, I'll be with you.

Whatever happens, I'll support you, Jiayou.

I can't wait to see you, I love you! ♥

2010-12-01T23:07:00.005+08:00

Spend my time shopping on blogshops, ordered two pairs of contact lens.
awesomez, cant wait to get them, the owner is effing nice.

Sweetheart coming back in 20 hours time!

-I miss you, so effing much. ♥

2010-11-30T17:05:00.005+08:00

I miss you, so much.

Every moment I'm thinking of you, wondering what you're doing now,
are you missing me like how much I'm missing you right now?
I felt like my heart is short of something, when you left.

My life isn't complete without you. I love you,

I miss you, more than these words can say. ♥

2010-11-29T22:32:00.008+08:00

couple date with Jieying and Ray, they came late, very late.
effing lots of fun at science centre. they explore very slow,

didnt manage to explore finish before it closes, haaa.

they're so funny, especially when having meals.

I'll never forget these happy moments, with you. :>

I'll miss you, I'll think of you every moment. I love you, ♥

2010-11-28T15:43:00.004+08:00

hmmz, I just found out i can open as many internet windows as i want, ;p
I learnt how to use ebuddy, awesomez! but how to use the wireless mouse?
I cant wait for tmrw, I want to see sweetheart, real soon! :<

Please appear within my sight now, I miss you, eff much, ♥

2010-11-27T23:18:00.003+08:00

omg, mom brought an MacBook Pro back, awesome! :>
hmmz, a bit chim, dont really know how to use it.
bad thing is it only can open one internet window, BLEAH.
hmmz, I really love you. eff-s lots. ♥

2010-11-20T13:09:00.003+08:00

I've changed my playlist, only 5 tracks.
obsession with SNSD's Mistake, awesome vocals and lyrics.
I havent start doing my holiday homework,
80+ pages of maths worksheets, eff it.
and yeah, I'm number six next year. the only thing I liked about 2011.

I can't help feeling so pain at the heart,
I couldn't bear to see you leave, seeing you get out of my sight.
I know I'm selfish, I know I'm wrong.
But I just can't help it, I really love you, ♥

2010-11-02T18:54:00.004+08:00

I'm still at the same place, I'm weary from wandering by your side.
Even today I was wandering, day has passed again and again.
Now I'm here. You know, you know my heart is hurting.
Watching you laugh makes my heart ache more.

Its my misktake for not making you love me more,
Its my mistake for loving you more than you love me.
Its my mistake for not making you love me as much as I wanted you to.

How much longer must I cry, as I'm only believed that promise.
You lied to me to wait for you,
even the greedy side for his love has become tired.
You know, you know that my heart is hurting.
You can't just ignore and smile like that.

Its my misktake for not making you love me more,
Its my mistake for loving you more than you love me.
Its my mistake for not making you love me as much as I wanted you to.

I knew I couldn't have you,
but my heart, my love for you just kept growing.
Its my mistake for waiting by myself,
regretting by myself, for loving you.

Even though my heart was hurting,
its my mistake for not letting you go. I'm such a fool.
Even though my heart was hurting,
its my mistake for not letting you go. Not letting you go.
Its my mistake, even thought it could all be my mistake.
Thats okay, as long as you're there. Always.
Please forgive me for being like this, forgive the person,
who loved you.

Mistake, ♥
SNSD, lyrics by kwon yuri.

2010-11-01T22:12:00.003+08:00

thankkkyouuu, ♥
for the well wishes! I love you guys, eff-s much.

and you, awesome-est. thankyou for letting me feel so special,
this day, 011110. You brighten up my day, I'm high! :>
the people who gave me well wishes on facebook and texts,
I really love you people! ♥

2010-11-01T10:51:00.003+08:00

Sorry, I love you. ♥
don't worry, I'll be fine,

Yesterday was terrible, everything seemed like a nightmare.
Fainted, due to exhaustion and pain. went home very late.
Well, I'm better now, really. :>

2010-10-29T10:18:00.005+08:00

hmmz, had effing fun yesterday! :> with Celsius and co.
explored, ate a lot of food! haaa,
I love my darlings, M-C-Y-S-Z-E. Treasures. ♥
and yeah, I want my contact lens! :<
I can't wait to go for dance practices next week, I miss them.
I want to see the effing new coach, :>

You!, I love you.

2010-10-23T09:45:00.005+08:00

Dying of pain,
Thankyou for accompany-ing me through the entire night, your presence made me felt stronger,
I love you. ♥

and yeah, I'm so going to combined science.
I never want next year to come,
I don't want to leave them, my treasures.

2010-10-16T14:20:00.003+08:00

I can promote to Sec 3 Express!
I pass failed maths and science though.
I'm gonna work veryvery hard for sec 3, I swear. :>
I want to change playlist soonnnnn,
I love you, ♥

2010-10-16T14:03:00.011+08:00

My latest obsession, Miss A! ♥
Breathe, I'm learning this, :>
This song is so addictive, so catchy. that I fell in love with it!

2010-10-10T16:24:00.005+08:00

I miss you. ♥

Satuday, October 9, 2010

awesome day with Engheng and his family, at Sentosa.
shopped for candies and chocolates, yummz.
Voyage de Lavie is awesome awesome awesome! :>
watched sunset at vivo, shopped.
sour candies are superrrrrr! haaaa,
wo ai ni. ♥

2010-10-06T16:16:00.004+08:00

hmmz, science paper screwed up luh. stupiddddddd.
its the end, I'm so going to combined science.
Chenyun, you're awesome! :> Whats done cannot be undone.
lets forget about all these and play like we've never played before! :>
breakfast at mac, went fishfishfishingggggg.
with Celsius, Engheng, Jeremy, Vanessa, Isabel.
those awesome babes are really crazyyyy. all craving for fishhhhh.
its damn awesome okay, obsession.
loitered around tiong with Engheng, saw Donovan and co.
lucky shit, he got hundred over coins. superduper awesome. hohoho. ;p
homed. tmrw is our lastlastlast paperrrrrr. I'm not studying today.
I'm so gonna play awesome-ly tmrwwwwww. I love Celsius, and co.

2010-09-30T18:55:00.003+08:00

It feels like I've been dreaming for a long time,
I've wandered and wandered around for a while,
As if we made a promise, standing here in front of each other,
like that day from four season ago.

Those beautiful stories that we wrote down together,
those eternal promises that we prayed for at that time.
They're all coming back to me now,
and I don't think my heart can take it.
I've even restrain myself at the thought of you.
How has your one year been.

For a long time I've been living, having forgotten of you.
For a while, I thought I was doing fine.
However I started to realise as time goes by,
that I'm nothing to you.

At that time, if only we have been a little more mature,
If only we know how we would be right now.
I have no confidence in over coming these endless regrets,
so I've had to just repress them.
One year has passed like that.

Could your feeling perhaps be the same as mine,
will you give me another chance.
I know now that we can never part from each other,
the person I love and love again.

I wish we can go back to our first days,
to the beautiful, happy and loving days.
Those heart breaking stories and vain arguments,
just bury all of that now.
And promise we won't take them out again.
No matter how many seasons pass and how many years go by again.
I hope we won't meet like today again.

- Jessica & Onew,
One year later. ♥

2010-09-30T18:16:00.003+08:00

hmmz, no PE today, Mr Tay never come. screw him.
planned where to go after exams with Chenyun and Engheng,
crapping here and there, gossip gossip. :>
English lesson was fun today, a bit retarded though.
add too much sugar for the bread pudding, a bit sweet uh.
shared chair with Jolyn & Yuanzhen. 3 people sit 2 chair.
Yuanzhen sitting in the middle, haaaa! she super epic.
tionged with Hayley, Chenyun, Yuanzhen. Magtan go tuition.
bought identical folders together, awesome!
Mac-ed, eat icecream and studyyyyyyy. homed with Chenyun.
and yeah, i bought new calculator, white one! haaaa.
can't wait for exams to be overrrrrr,
then can go shopping, swimming, playyyy, anythinggg! ♥

2010-09-29T21:12:00.005+08:00

hmmz, change playlist. Finally. Joann is happy now. :>
English and chinese exams over, awesome.
Lumpy's craps are so hilarious, make me high.
I love Celsius. Chenyun, Magtan, Yuanzhen, Hayley!
tionged with Hayley and Engheng, saw Zixuan, Jason & co.
epic funny, crapping in the middle of tiong. haaaa!
heart-to-heart with Vanessa, my awesome babe. I love you.
We're not drifting, we just hang out less with each other.
but we're still as close. Friendship is not conquered by time.
These awesome people make me happy, always.
I don't ask for more, I'm happy to have them.
My happy pills, my diary, I love you guys. ♥

2010-09-28T15:38:00.006+08:00

Some memories are meant to be forgotten.

hmmz, English exam. can pass jiu okay lerh! ;>
Jeremy crapps during exam, epic hilarious shit, hohoho.
tionged with Hayley, heart-to-heart, GIRLS TALK.
thankyou Hayley, I lovelovelovelovelove you, Celsius!
tmrw Chinese, need studyyyyy. need borrow chinese dictionary.
awesome, going to mug hard later. hmmz, sleep early too.
plus, facebook still no want let me change name. BLEAH.
andand, I want contact lennnns.

2010-09-27T18:28:00.006+08:00

Simple words can break the entire heart.
I no like maths, drawing traffic lights during maths lesson.
and yeah, Sorry Lumpyyyyyyyyy. really, dui bu qi. :<
I love the rain, tionged with Teddybear. fishfish. homed.
BLEAH, tmrw Final year English exam. Jiayou.
need to study harder than normal people, because I'm lousy.
I hate myself, for being me.

I like this sign.

2010-09-26T12:33:00.003+08:00

I no like facebook,
facebook no want let me change name, retarded. :<
FYE FYE FYE. need to studyyyyyyy. so boreddddddd.
I want go pooling, I want go malaysia, I want go shopping.
I'll do all of these after exams, I swearrrrr. :>
slept superduper early nowadays, great. I can grow taller.
Jiayou jiayou jiayou! wo ai ni, ♥

2010-09-25T13:23:00.003+08:00

Final year exam coming. :< omg.
Just pray hard that I can go to Pure science course,
if not, I don't mind going to Combined science too. doesn't matter.
hmmz, I'm already think about what to do after exams.
hope exams will be over soon. Mugg hard people, Jiayou.

Sweetheart, thankyou for everything and anything. I'll mug hard.
I love you, really. ♥

2010-09-19T21:11:00.003+08:00

Joann is mugging hard. trying to remember maths formulas.
Expansion and Factorisation.
(a + b)square = (a)square + 2(a)(b) + (b) square.
(a - b)square = a square - 2(a)(b) + (b) square.
(a + b)(a - b) = (a)square - (b)square.
Pythagoras' theorem,
(a)square + (b)square = (c)square.
Mensuration
Volume of pyramid = 1/3 x base area x height.
Volume of Cone = 1/3 pie x (r)square x height,
Curved surface area of cone = pie x r x slant height,
Total Surface area of cone = (pie x r x slant height)x (pie x (r)square)
Volume of Sphere = 4/3 pie (r)square
Surface area of Sphere = 4 pie (r)square.
Data Analysis
Mean (Average) = sum of values / number of values
Median = Middle value
Mode = Value with the highest frequency

ohmygod, I don't want to forget all these. please.
Jiayou, make me super. :>

2010-09-18T21:49:00.002+08:00

I searched my wardrobe, and I found my dancing shoes, old ones. The ones that I wore during Secondary one SYF. I looked back to the times I first came for dance practice, it was so much fun. My first impression of Miss Goh, was that she was so strict that I was so afraid of her, but after knowing her slowly, I realise she was a nice teacher. I missed the times, everyone had tough trainings everyday because of SYF, and through our little chats, we got to know each other more, and got closer and closer day by day. Everyone shared the same interest, dreams and goals, everyone worked so hard, despite getting injured, we hanged on. Back then, things were so perfect, but now, things are no longer the same. After Miss Goh left, and the seniors graduated, there's no more unity, no more bond between the each of us. We splited up into groups, inside our own small chats, its all about unhappiness, all about complaints. I don't want things to turn out this way. I miss the times back then.

2010-09-18T20:11:00.007+08:00

I've done science and maths 2008 exam papers, awesome.
I want to achieve 65 marks for science, 60 for maths.
I want to go pure science, with him. but, its still a doubt for me.
All I can do is to study, Joann is the awesome-est, hohoho. :>
I dug out all my science notes, trying to remember what I learnt.
Certainly, my mind is blank. empty. haaaa.
I want to be with you, no matter what, I'll do my best. ♥

" He is a part of me because, as he reads my words, he can feel what I feel and see what I see. He is there always in my mind, my heart and my soul. He is the love of my life that I can never let go. "

2010-09-16T22:11:00.003+08:00

Wu mei hui, always come for lesson late, then end late. Expect us to wait for you. I swear I'm not going to do your English homework ever. Waste of time, just giving redundant homeworks, I'll end up failing English. I roll my eyes, because I dont want to look at your fucking face, sorry to disappoint you, my eyeballs never drop. What lousy teacher. Sucker. Give demerit big fuck, you who, principal uh. You say caning will cane uh. Unreasonable attitude, you not happy with us, we also not happy with you. Knn. Say we don't deserve your respect, what makes you think you deserve our respect. Not happy don't teach us luh, like we beg you must teach like that. Just fuck off luh. No wonder is new teacher, don't know how to teach then don't anyhow teach luh. Lousy.

PE, played floorball. damn awesomeeeeeee okayyyy. 2E is the awesome-est.
Mid autumn cum Hari raya celebration. ate mooncake, chocolates, pomelos.
superduper fun, ended at 8. tionged with Vanessa, homed.
Come home soon, please.

2010-09-15T19:55:00.006+08:00

Chinese lesson, uses a crocodile to decide our fate. haaa.
omg, Science practical screwed, totally not enough time. :<
Epic fist guessing game with Engheng. effing funny, LMFAO.
went for ih ap, homed. tmrw school starts at 12, awesome luhhhhh.
I hate maths I hate maths i hate maths.

When I was six years old I met him in the playground and he came up to me with a daisy, just the one, and knelt on both knees and asked me to marry him. So I pushed him over then ran away. Two days later he came over and asked if he could play cops and robbers with me and from that day on we played everyday.

At 11 on my first day of Secondary school, I was so nervous but at lunch time he came to find me, and we sat down and ate lunch together. We did this everyday for an entire year. You were the first person I told about everything, about my crushes, about my lessons and about all the people I hated, and when I was 13 and thought I was the only one who had never been kissed, you offered to show me how, and by the tree in your backgarden we shared our first kiss.

At 15 we went to our first proper house party, and I got drunk. Even though I made a fool of myself you were there to help me stand strong. You didnt judge and you didnt make fun.

Over the next year we began to seperate, made different friends. I got my first serious boyfriend and you went through quite a few girlfriends. And then it got to May and that meant the prom. Everything had been arranged, I'd been getting my outfit for months and then the day before I found out my boyfriend had cheated on me. The first person I turned to was you. You turned up at my door with a bouquet of roses and a vintage 1950's car.

I laughed that night, I cried that night. We had glorious memories together, when everyday I would smile. Even on the last when your mother stood up, in the church in front of your coffin and began reading from your diary: "I saw you when I was six stood by the bench in a blue checked dress and daisy shoes and I needed to give an other daisy just because.... Because i loved you from that day on"

His wedding vows written the day after prom, that I will never get to hear.

I love this story.

2010-09-12T15:31:00.004+08:00

HELLO, going backkkk to school tmrwwww, AWESOME.
I'm left with English homework, a piece of cake. :>
fever dropped a little, feeling muchmuch better.
Facebook is so addictive manz, superduper funnnnnnn.
I'm so gonna surf youtube again, hohoho. ;p
its just two more days, two more dayyyyyys, since 140210.
wo ai ni, ♥

2010-09-11T09:29:00.004+08:00

hmmz, its been three days I'm isolated from the computer.
down with fever, struggling with homework. :>
going to watch the dance performance at night todayyy. awesome.
2 more days to finish my homework.

Friday, 10 September 2010

Hari Raya. overslept, didnt go for dance training, oopps.
went shopping spree with aunt.went vivo & greatworld.
bought FBTs, 3d star crystal puzzle, hair accessories etc etc.
homed, did some homework, but I still got tons of them.
need to chiong homeworkkkkk. ♥

Thursday, 9 September 2010

went for dance practice, at AVA room. superduper awesome luh.
freezing inside, get to use computer. hohoho. ;p
kinda slack, but funnnnn. facebooked.
horh horh, Vanessa. *winkz*
kfc-ed, saw Hayleyyyyy. went to Greatworld, then to her house.
almost fell asleep at her house, super tired.
homed. took long naps. :>

Tuesday, 8 September 2010

hmmz, went to watch match with Jieying at Queensway.
we took wrong bus, went there late. haaaa. :D
went Ikea together with Engheng, Jieying & Ray.
superrrr funnnnn. got a lot of dog paws, dog bowl, dog toys.
hohoho. ;p explored the whole Ikea. homed.
hearts, wo ai ni. ♥

2010-09-06T19:06:00.011+08:00

omg, oral tmrw. shitttts, how to study for oral.
Yuannnnn say must talk more. talkkkkk rubbishhhhh. ;>
wo zhen de zhen de zhen de bu zhi dao how to study for oral.
watched Evan Almighty yesterday. superduperrrr awesome.
Gen, 6:14. The God is awesome, Noel is awesome-r,
the arc he has build is the awesome-st.

and yeah, went out today. went home early.

trying to figure out how to study for oral.

Jiayou for oral tmrwwwwww. hearts. ♥

thankyou for staying with me, and giving me strength, and hope. You stayed with me, assuring that I'm sleeping well and tight, letting me know you'll always be there when I closed my eyes, and when I first opened my eyes. You make me feel fearless, and gave me the courage to face and conquer every obstacles I face in life. You stood by me, and went into my heart. I'll never want to let you go. ♥

2010-09-05T13:04:00.010+08:00

I'm scared of darkness, when I'm alone.
thankyou for making me felt secured, and safe,
and ensuring me that you are not going to let this happen again.
I don't want to be left alone, stay with me. forever. ♥

2010-09-04T11:14:00.005+08:00

Its holidayyy, no time for playing, need to study for FYE.
but there's still time for computerrrrr, ♥
and afternoon naptime. hohoho. ;p

Friday, 3 September 2010

hmmz, chinese lesson is superduper fun. awesome.
epicness of Xuanyuan, Eileen & Breyl. full of rubbish.
and yeah, went for dance. Heart-to-hearts during breaktime.
scribbled and drew on notebooks and papers. haaa.
went to Vanessa's house, her brother is like so cute luh.
when I say " I love you", he will reply " I love you too. "
find Engheng, went for dinner, homed. ♥

2010-09-02T19:58:00.005+08:00

i wantwantwant to go for the KPOP NIGHT. :D
hmmz, PE. volleyball is effing hard, but super funnn.
English lesson is full with rubbish. practiced for oral.
Kenner & Farish crapped around, Ernest retardism forfeit.
after school, oral exam. James came late.
ohmygod, fucking screwed luh, bleahhhhhhhhh. saw Kenner & co.
went gym to find Engheng. fooled aroundddd. hearts. ♥

wo ai ni. ♥

2010-09-01T10:38:00.006+08:00

AWESOME teachers' day.
Happy teachers' day,
MrSuiSW, MsOngSK, MsQiX, MsGohQH, MsWuMH, MrYohanF, MsAuyong, MdmSarifa, MrsJamesCM, MsLimR, MsSawV, MsGohC.

Tuesday, 31 August 2010

Teachers' day celebration, awesome.
tionged with Lumpy, Vanessa, Isabel, Jaryl. bought mirror. ;>
went pool-ing at safra, superduper awesome. LOVELOVELOVE.
Lumpy & Vanessa have to overturn their shirt to go in. haaaaa.
saw Irfan & co. Lumpy almost exploded to the max.
went yakun, forgot to retrieve my ezlink card. hohoho. ;p
went to her house, couldnt stop laughing at her epic laughters,
superduper effing funnyyyy. people staring at us like crazy people.
greatworld-ed, went to find Engheng, played basketball.
alex and amos were super epic, hilarous shit.
Amos is singing nonstop, alex is crapping non stop. haaaa.
was lots of fun, homed. ♥

2010-08-30T19:32:00.003+08:00

obssesion with Luciferrrrrrr. ♥ SHINEE. i wantwantwant to learn this.

2010-08-30T18:26:00.003+08:00

awesome discussions with Cheryl, Jeslyn & Rebbeca about kpop groups,
snsd, shinee, 2pm, ft island, hohoho. ;p
Yuan kidnapped my pens for the entire day, typical cats.
Wyman ate bananas in class, Ernest almost poo-ed in his pants.
got so highhhhh, super effing funny, LMFAO.
gym-ed, awesome. didnt study. Amos & co. came, hilarious shittttt.
homed. tmrwwwwwww's teachers' day. should I go back to Zhangde?
argh, i dontknow. didnt want to. half day of school tmrw, awesome.
now now now I want cca. seriouslyyyyyyy. ♥
anw anw, got high waist pants yesterday, awesome luh. LOVELOVELOVE IT.

2010-08-28T11:20:00.006+08:00

I love shopping on blogshops, ordered highwaist pants and tops. awesome.
suppose to go out to prepare teachers' day card, hmmz. i dontknow.
Teachers' day is coming, I dontknow whether I should go back Zhangde.
kinda miss all the memories I had there, for 6 years.
hmmz, FYE coming too. must studyyyyy.
thankyou dear, you've given me so much hope, so much strength.
I will buck up, and do my very best. I love you. ♥

Friday, 27 August 2010

heart-to-heart talks with Eugenia. kinda missed those kind of feelings,
when everyone danced together, when everyone was so united.
despite the long trainings and all drained out, everyone felt happy.
I want that kind of unity, that kind of happiness. I'm really sorry.
and yeah, recalled the chinese new year dance again. was so much fun.
thankyou Eugenia, hearts. ♥

2010-08-26T15:52:00.006+08:00

HELLO. didnt update recently. hmmz, was tired.
dance, breaking apart. I don't give a fuck damn anymore.
went gym with Engheng yesterday, awesome. ♥
my back is hurting, shoulders are aching. screwwwwww.
PE today, volleyball. the ball is goddamn light.
but its awesome funnnnnnn, hohoho. ;>
I hate maths, I hate maths, I hate maths.
cooked spaghetti for home econs coursework. its a bigbig success.
chocolates with strawberries are awesome, cheesebake rice too, yummy.
hmmz, Mr Sui ask us to stay back everyday to study.
yeah, everyday. as if I'm so hardworking. haaaa.
but I really dontknow how. I rather study alone.
tionged with Vanessa & Isabel. homed.
I dont want tomorrow, I don't want to go there.
many people getting sick recently, I hope I get sick too. please.

2010-08-22T15:17:00.013+08:00

this video make me high. hearts.

소녀시대 hwaiting. ♥

"Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone if your heart still does. You are always there for me and so you give me the courage to stand alone. "

2010-08-21T12:14:00.008+08:00

I don't know whats happening recently. Seriously, I don't. I hate it this way. I'm always the one who does nothing good, the one who started the whole commotion, the one who's always at wrong, just somebody that is not important. I don't like it, I hate it. Things always turns out wrong, and its always because of me, me & me. I didn't wanted things to be like that, but I can't help it, can I? I tried to act like nothing happened, but nobody knows that I'm hurting badly in the inside. Nobody knows. Sometimes, I just hope to be alone. I really wanted to cry, but all I can do is to fake a smile.

2010-08-20T20:11:00.009+08:00

screwed up day, fuck off.
Engheng, Vanessa, Chenyun etc for lending me a listening ear,
listening to me complains. thankkkyouuu. hearts.
Hate me, have I ever said I liked you. ?
dance practice, longlong talks with MsLim.
too bad, we're just rebellious. She's getting fed up with us.
greatworld-ed, went Vanessa's house. gastric pain.
went to find Engheng. homed.
feverrrrr, awesome. I love you rain.
Sorry, I love you. ♥

2010-08-19T17:05:00.004+08:00

awesome pe todayyy, got fucking pissed of by ernest.
screamed at him, like dontknow what. hohoho. ;p
science test, screwed up. you know what, i'm bound to fail.
Mr Auyong came to see our maths lessons.
whats even there to see. the awesome maths teacher?
home econs, no practical. theory. plus test. hmmz.
tionged with Engheng, Vanessa, Isabel.
went Vanessa's house. again. haaaa :D
homed. LOVELOVELOVE. xoxo ♥

" I don't want things to be like that. Insecureness. I can't get use, I need time. I'm scared, I've never been like that. Things are happening too fast. I really dont like it this way. "

2010-08-18T15:59:00.008+08:00

Hello people, received netball medal todayyyy, awesome.
science practical. electricityyyyyy.
awesome fun doing experiments. the tiny light bulb so cute.
maths lesson, boredddd tothemax luh okayyyy.
subconscious in class, awesome yuan help me copy down notes.
hohoho, thankkkkyouuuu. :D
art lesson, LOVELOVELOVE. shading again.
i finished in two periods, how awesome-r can i be. haaaa.
as usual, those boys crapping. tbt.
tionged with Isabel, teddyyyybearrrr. homeddddd.
hmmz, tmrw got Science and Home econs test. sianzzz.
andand, got some pictures, 13/08/10. hearts.
" Whats done, cannot be undone. " (LLL) ♥

Tuesday, 17 August 2010.
received floorball medal. awesome, 2e's the championnnnnn. :D
hmmz, nobody inform us about dance practice. screw.
tionged with Vanessa and Isabel. vivo-ed.
Isabel bought a white hamster, so adorable. awwww. LOVELOVELOVE.
me and Vanessa were so amazed, keep playing with the hamster.
had superduper lotslots of funnnnn.
went greatworld, montip. went to Vanessa's house. awesome.
his brother is cute. and he's scared of the hamster. haaaa.
went to find Engheng, homed. hearts. ♥

2010-08-16T15:33:00.005+08:00

Its okay even if I can't see, it okay even if I can't breathe.
If I could meet you only once, if I could give you all my heart.
How much more do I have to miss you, so that you could know my heart.
How much more do I have to cry and cry, si that tears could be dry.

Does it hurt because of loving you,
is it the punishment for loving you too much.
Even though you say that I can lose everything,
its okay if I just have you to be with me.
Even if my heart is broken when loving you,
even if my heart is seperated when waiting for you.
Its okay because I love you, its okay even if I'm hurt.

The further I turn away so as to forget you,
the more I miss you, what can I do.
Even when you keep telling me its not right to keep me away from you,
you are the only one to me, what can I do.

Does it hurt because of loving you,
is it the punishment for loving you too much.
Even though you say that I can lose everything,
its okay if I just have you to be with me.
Even if my heart is broken when loving you,
even if my heart is seperated when waiting for you.
Its okay because I love you, its okay even if I'm hurt.

Even if I get poison and pricked, my love for you can't stop.
I will wait for you until forever, I will endure even if it hurts.
because of loving you more, Its okay even if tears fall down.
Its okay even it hurts.

-소녀시대 Seohyun,
Its okay even if I'm hurt. ♥

2010-08-16T15:07:00.003+08:00

hmmz, at breakfast at mac, school-ed with Engheng & Vanessa.
Magtan talking through out the assembly, haaaa.
fold stars in class, awesome yuan throw until all missing.
put some on Magtan's hair. awesome. like christmas tree.
music lessons, watched some cat videos.
same species as yuannn. hohoho. ;p
after school, tionged with Vanessa. homed.
awesome, andand. Happy Belated Anniversary,
Benjamin & Diana, ZacEe & Pearlyn.
hearts, (LLL) ♥

2010-08-14T10:11:00.007+08:00

its the number sixth time of 14th. 6 months, half a year. Time flies. In a blink, I've gone through a lot with you. I believe that you, are a gift that god gave to me. An awesome boyfriend, heart to heart, hand in hand. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. That's what you've given me and that's what I hope to give to you forever. We may not know what will happen in the future, but I'll cherish everything I have now. It's so great to find that one special person, you want to annoy for the rest of your life. Whatever that happens, you always let me know that you'll be there for me if I need you. and I want to do the same for you too. I just hoped that you'll be happy, like you always are. hearts, I ♥ you.

Friday, August 13, 2010.

hello, met Engheng, Jeremy & Shiling, school-ed together.
sports fiesta day, awesome plus awesome! hohoho. ;p
netball semi-finals, lost to 2g, 2-8. awesome game.
under the hot sun, played with 2d & co. LOVE.
floorball semi-finals, won 2b, 1-0. finals against 2a.
awesome game, hearts. won, 3-0. 2e is the awesome-est. haaa.
this year, we've got lotslots of achievements.
1st for soccer, floorball, telematch. 3rd for basketball, netball.
blueblacks, cuts, sprains. haaaa.
awesome, tionged with Hayley, Chenyun, Vanessa.
went Hayley's house, waited for her at the swimming pool.
got a little wet, chased by the guards. retardz.
mac-ed, went greatworld. again. haaaa.
shopped, loitered. went to Vanessa's house.
superduper funnn, homed. hearts, (LLL) ♥

2010-08-12T17:02:00.004+08:00

screw olp manzsxc. don't ask me what happen.
anw, last minute joined netball sports fiesta.
awesome, was funnnnn. 7 to 4. hohoho ;p
went greatworld with Vanessa. took the gift, mac-ed.
loiter around, meddle with ipad. LOVELOVELOVE.
should be going her house later, (LLL)

2010-08-11T19:16:00.003+08:00

awesome, reading period, what else do you expect.
and yeah, got chocolates. merlion ones. ate one.
magtan and me gave our chocolates to Hayley.
forget to bring chinese file. studied Macbeth.
art lessons, effing funny. Caleb, Jingyong & co. crapping.
they can talk about anything everything.
dramas, cartoons, card games, etcetc. rubbish.
i heard this today, from them. they were talking about studies.
C : yong, your chinese is the only subject that can win me.
J : yeah, im only good at chinese. haha.
C : yong, your chinese so good. you can quit your studies, and go china work. as a begger.
LOL, this is like whatthehell hilarious.
retardism of the boys in 2E. anw, i owned caleb in art today.
awesome. and it raineddddd. LOVELOVELOVE.
lit test, boo. sucked. sandhu pussycat crapped.
finally, byebye to Macbeth. hohoho. ;p
tionged with yuan, she's like crazy over bread.
like wife like husband, like Yuanzhen like Zile. haaaaa.
bought some stuff, homed. ♥

2010-08-10T22:37:00.006+08:00

" what's done cannot be undone. once loved, never to let go. "

hello. and yeah, Happy belated national day. haaaa.
awesome day, with Engheng, Mommy Pearlyn and Daddy ZacEe.
met at tiong, forgot to bring phone. lost contact with Pearlyn.
saviour, Jieying. gave us Pearlyn's number. hohoho. ;p
ohya, and she's with Rayyyyyy. :D
studied Macbeth, for tmrw's lit exam. screw.
Mommy & daddy still take their time to eat the jelly.
mrted, Daddy learning chinese.
LOL, i realise how awesome my chinese is, compared to him.
hohoho, crapped in mrt.
went science centre, was awesome fun. LOVELOVELOVE.
kinda creepy, mac-ed, mrted home. (LLL) ♥

2010-08-08T14:03:00.007+08:00

AWESOME, didnt go out today. IMY.
mom & sist teaching me how to make spaghetti later. hohoho. ;p
andand, Happy birthday Sweetie.
I didnt forget your birthday, how awesome am i.
stay sweet and pretty, last longlong with love ones. LOVEYOU.
Happy 2nd month, Mommy Amelia & Daddy Jiawei. ;D
Last longlong mommy & daddy, mickey and minnie.
HUG & KISSES, (LLL) ♥

" Life is only worth living once you've found someone worth dying for. "

2010-08-07T10:28:00.006+08:00

national day's around the corner, two days later.
Singapore's 45th birthday. hohoho. ;p
4 days of holiday. awesome shit.

Friday, 6 August 2010

schooled with him, ndp marching & celebration. awesome.
tionged with Engheng, Vanessa, Chenyun, Magtan. bused to bugis.
shopped. bought BestFriendForeverAlways at Diva. awesome.
bugis street > bugis junction > bugis street > bugis junction > iluma.
walked nonstop. Magtan and Chenyun went home. mrted to vivo.
just loitering around. saw Benjaminpon & co.
mrted back to tiong, homed. LOVE. tiring but awesome day.
thankyou for staying with me all this while, thankyou for your unconditional love, thankyou for making my day. (LLL) ♥