Spent 2011's christmas with sweetheart, at Tampines.
Wore the christmas hat, not embarrasing okay! Its fun, special and unique.


Ate at BBQ Chicken, its kinda originated from Koreaaaaaa.


Shopping is awesome. What I meant was, when is it not? c:


Merry x'mas!
May Santa bless the people I love.

Today was fantastic-awesome-awesome.
I just love the funny epic faces you make. ;p




You didn't see wrongly, we ARE reading books.



Exams are coming near, studyyyyy. :(
Mug hard everyone.

xoxo.
Joann 'yjx.

PE lessons made me so happpyyyy today, but benjamin totally ruined everything. ._.

You totally irk my sight. Last time, we used to hang out together. I thought you were nice. But I've never seen this side of you before. If you want our respect, and have to prove to us that you deserve it, not sucking up teachers to get it for you. You slept in class EVERYDAY, and in front of the teachers you act like you're so hardworking and stuff, hypocrite. You initiated to be the Chairman of our class, and you're not doing your job, and whats more, you even lost the class key. Its like so inconvenient for us, and you still expected our whole class comittee to split costs with you. You said Jeremy, Jazir steal your wallet and phone. Its just what you exclaimed to be. Hello, whats wrong with you. If they really intended to steal your stuff, why would you even get it back at the first place. And your wallet, you go around telling people that they took your wallet. Did you ever see anyone or in fact, Jem and Jazir touched it? Its just because you think they don't like you, and YOU don't like them, you accused them for all these stupid stuff. Did you get back your wallet? Apparently you did. I still saw you holding it a few days back. So from now, if you lost anything, you would just put the blame on them. You're damn unreasonable. Come on luh, grow up. You think you're still in primary school? Little little things find teacher. Zzz. After doing all these, you just brought in more haters. HOPE MY OPINION OF YOU WILL CHANGE SOON.

I don't hate people, I just feel better when they aren't around.

Jemwong's gonna put cast tmrw. :( Get well soon quickly so can remove the cast!

The SL facilitation skills course was fun, so little people turn up. Our group, Engheng, Ruban, Waipeng, Shiying and Junpeng were so funnn! Super epic and funny-max! Hmmm, learnt quite lots of stuff. Can't wait to facilitate the 2012 Sec one orientation campppp!

National Day is comingggg! I wanna go see fireworkks. But, I don't have any red shirts! It'll be so odd from the crowd if you don't wear red. Hahaha, I guess only on national day will red be the common colour among the crowd. :>


xoxo.
Joann 'yjx.

Mrs Chua not here, free periods! Hmmm, was having a fun time. Then Mr Beh come in kaypoh, ruined everything. Walk pass come in step one responsible teacher, come in catch her catch there. Shout so loud for what, hearing got problem. LOL. Hate these kinds of teachers, suck up to principal only. All of these people should go to hell, seriously. Okay, I'll stop these cursing. I'm like gonna fall asleep during Physics lesson, just can't get rid of the sleeping mode. Chinese period is the best, at IT room. The test is like so meaningless, wasn't concentrating at all, wa having fun disturbing Jingyong. ;p

Sport fiesta soccer finals! Skipped AP lessons, hahaha. Great game, I love to see them play! Won, 1.0, happppy. Engheng, Jemwong, Jazir, Yuequn, Shafie. These guys are ultra-awesome! :> Lunch at eighteen chef. Ray and Engheng were talking about baskteball stuff, and Ray is super epic, funny to-the-max! hahahaha, good times always ends fast. Went home on the same bus with Ray, he like super slow and clumsy can! He's like right at the end of the bus, and when its his stop and suppose to get down, he like slowly squeeze his way out, then by the time he was about to tap out, the door close. He was like "oh, shit!" then got people help him press the bell, then the driver open the door for him. totally LOL.

Jem's gonna put leg cast soon. Wondering how next year's sports fiesta be like without him. Hmmm, I bet he'll miss playing soccer, floorball and the other sports! :( Get well soon Jem!

Gonna have training on tuesday, wednesday and friday because of national day performance! :( hope it ends early. Teacher said it will end latest by 7 SGD. Hope not hope not hope not! Boooooo, wanna dance with Pearl they all for teachers day, but too bad, I'm gonna miss it. Hope we'll have other chances to perform for other occasions, lets say.. GESS CARNIVAL 2012! I really fell in love with Miss A's Goodbye baby, Sistar 19's Ma boy and T-ara's Roly Poly! I wanna and gonna learn all of these dances.

Believe in yourself and all that you are. Know that there is something inside you, that is greater then any obstacle. Thats the courage to give it a shot.

I know we're in a relationship, of which its the connection of two. I hope things will get better, after we've sort out thoughts out that night. All of my shortcomings, I'll change step by step, bit by bit. I don't want things to come between us, make us feel that we've drifted apart. These 17 months we've survived through hardships, and I believe we still can, for the next few years, till the end of the world. I hope things will get better, soon.

xoxo.
Joann 'yjx.

Yesterday, went to Tiong to have lunch with Moomoo, Yileen and Kailing, at LJS. Enjoyed mixing all the tartar, chilli, tomato sauces, coke, milktea drinks, sugar, pepper, creamer powder etc etc together! Funny max, laughed like nothing else ever matters. Feels like some casual outing, great fun! Went for dance. Left at 4 plus. Rushed home to bathe and change. Ate with Engheng, Jemwong, Yuequn at Subway. Headed to school, with two packets of ribena gummy! To fill my hunger. Wore same lens as Claudia, like so cool okay!

Grimm Tales is awesome! Its more fun than I expected. Feels like a class outing, everyone is like so bond and close! :> Had a lot of fun in the bus, taking pictures and singing. ;p After the play ends, went for supper at MOS, tired and full. They actually bought alcoholics drinks! Damn, I never drink until, Engheng don't let me. ._. Hayley's gonna get drunk. Went home, reached at around 11.30pm.









YAY, FRIDAY IS AWESOME!


xoxo. ♥
Joann 'yjx.

Sports fiesta 2011, superduper awesome awesome plus awesome! Our soccer, floorball and basketball team are the awesome-est, though most are the same few people. ;p They played a great game in soccer, thanks to all the scoldings from Jemwong, Yuequn scored the critical 2 points! Enjoyed the floorball game, everything ended so quickly. The goal keeper is hard to be, so nervous! :( Kinda guilty, I can't believe I actually own goal, omg. Luckily we manage to catch up the points and win, YAY. We're like so awesome okayyy. And finally, the basketball. Luckily everything is smooth and there isn't timing clashes. Great game they had. Bought quite a lot of drinks and food. Ate eighteenth chef together, saw Mr Wang with other teachers, mostly females, hehehe. Disturbed them while they order their food. ;p Went to safra with Jemwong, Shiling, Yuequn, Jaryl and Jemlum. Superduper fun! Went pooling, then the J's went to eat yakun, swinging at the playground and bowling.
A big big thanks to Engheng, Jemwong, Yuequn, Raylim, Jazir, Shafie, LimJiayi, Wilson, Shiling, Jemlum & Jaryl!

Who says girls can't have guy bestfriends? :>

Even if there isn't anyone, I shall be the first.


xoxo,
Joann 'yjx.

15th month ago, on this same date, we aren't normal friends anymore.


You always make a fool out of yourself just to make me smile.


15th month ago, our hearts linked together as one.


You smile, laugh and cry with me.


Nothing comes between us, we're meant to end when eternity is through.


You. Yes you, thankyou so much. I'm once too scared to give it my all, scared to overcome. Till you came and showed my the directions and gave me superpower. You're the source of my happiness, the one I love. Its our 15th Month, and I know we still have a long way ahead. Sweetheart, I love you. ♥

today.is.a.sucky.day.
my poor phone died, exams flunked, uniform got dirtyyyy.
I don't like this, FML.

MidYearExam coming soon, one word. STUDY. Hope I can do well, hope everyone can! ;>
After exams can goooo partyyyy, hehehe. But I don't want CCA to resume, that huge huge huge responsiblity coming, dont like. Now just need to study as much as I can, so yeah, JIAYOU! xoxo. ♥


Break the curse of failing.
Break the curse of failing.
Break the curse of failing.
Break the curse of failing.
Break the curse of failing.
Break the curse of failing.

Spent Good friday at West coast park.
wanted to rent a go-cart, but so expensive. ._. and yay, it rained. ♥

shopped at Clementi mall supermarket, saw some Africans, hehehe.

had an awesome dayy, took lots of pictures! ;>




I love you.

Hello. No PE todayyyy, studied for two tests, Physics and Chemistry. hmmz, either just pass or fail. I'm starting to like 3H'11. We're like the most exciting and awesome class among the sec 3s. ;> Went to eat lunch with sweetheart, da-bao food go playground, then go shelter, because of hot sun. sat on the floor to eat, people walk pass keep looking. For what. Lucky there's no police at that time. Went homed, changed, went out again. Was rushing for time. Anyway, I found out that my sweetheart is more dirty than i expected! hehehe. ;p


Just thinking of those amazing memories lights my day up.

Cheese, I'm feeling much better already. Well, thankkks for the people who showed concern! ♥ Hasn't been in good relationship with my family recently, maybe our thinkings just don't tally. Hope things can turn better soon. Hmmz, I guess I've already gotten over the x-country thingy, thanks to the encouragements and supports by those important people around me. I shouldn't be fretting over the mistakes I've done, but thinking how to change those mistakes into motivations to do better. ;> Anyway, I seemed to be improving in maths, and that helps to make me feel happier, I hope I can pass for MYE. Andand, oral exams are coming too, I just want to pass! ♥


With the strength to carry on, you cast your fears aside, and you know you can survive, then when you feel like hope is gone, look inside you and be strong, and you'll finally see the truth, that a hero lies in you.

This whole day I've been thinking, why did I started running? I didn't really have a passion for running when I first stepped into GESS. But, everything started when, I get to know Magtan & Chenyun, both from track. Then Yuanzhen, who amazed me by her extraordinary running ability. We were all in the same class, aiming to get top-15 for 2009 school x-country. Well we did it, and we start to get closer. Soon I get to know Jiayi and Alicia, both also from track. During 2010, we're all chosen into the interschool x-country team. We hanged out and trained together, and as time goes by, all of us got closer, like a team. From then, I told myself that I must do my best, because I'm running for them, as we've set the target together, as a team. Everyone's effort is paid off, and we got 15th position among 40 over schools. This year, I'm unable to participate in the 2011 interschool x-country, due to clash of timing with the Syf rehearsal. I really really anticipated for the interschool x-country competition, but, I have no choice. For that, I'm really sorry. Because of that, I told myself that I will put all my efforts and everything I've missed into the school's annual x-country. And again, I failed. I'm really very sorry, this year I've been a useless team mate, a lousy friend. I hope I won't be one next year. I really hope so.

Today, PE. Finished my napfa, hopefully I get a gold. Oh gosh, I'm starting to lose confidence in everything. I can't set goals for myself anymore. Everytime things get messed and screwed up, I'm afraid I might fail again. That kind of feeling wereby you've aimed for something, but end up you failed to achieve it, it feels really bad. After school, went to BMSS with sweetheart for dental appointment. Headed to interchange and went home. Lucky tmrw are weekends, I'm seriously worn out.

Thursday, April 7, 2011

X-country, my day was ruined. Eyes swollen, the heart feels like it has dashed into pieces. Joann Yeo, why are you so lousy, why must you stop at that crucial point of time, why must you give up, why can't you hold it on till the end, why must put set a goal that is so high, a goal that you can't possibly achieve, stop looking so highly on yourself. Your friends are superior, you know you aren't fit to be their friend. You couldn't win with them, share their joy with them. You just kept on crying, not only ruined your day, you ruined their's too. WHY ARE YOU SO LOUSY. WHY AM I SO LOUSY. After this incident, I'm afraid to set goals for myself, so afraid that I will fail again. Once bitten, twice shy. Many thoughts flashed through my mind, the WHYs and WHOs. I'm really sorry, Yuanzhen, Magtan, Jiayi, Alicia, Chenyun, Shiling. Before the race starts, we've aimed to go in the top-15 together, all of you did it, but I failed to. Firstly, I feel so useless. Secondly, I'm really sorry, for making you guys worry. but I guess I'm just not up to standard. Thirdly, really thankyouuu. You guys made me feel loved, feel cared. Thankyou for cheering me up, making me feel a lot better, and for those drinks, filled with love. And fourthly, congratulations for achieving your goals. I really feel happy for you guys, who've worked so hard, and finally seeing hard work paid off. Thankyou, I really love you guys, my sister-like friends! ♥ Also, thankyou for the people who cared when they passed by. Your are you okay-s and take care-s, made me felt that at least someone cares for me. ♥ And, not forgetting my sweetheart, sorry for making you worry, and running all the way back to look for me, slowly walk back with me, wiped my tears away, and lifting my minds off those unhappy stuff, cheered me up. You were there when I needed you, thankyou so much for doing all these for me, I love you. ♥

Hello, ♥ tmrw is x-countryyyy. Kinda nervous actually, well, I'll just do my best. Somehow hoping that it rains tmrw. ;p Epic conversations during lunch today with Sweetheart, Ray and Hayley, hehehe. Guess what we're talking about. The girls stuff and the guys stuff. Somehow disgusteddd, ewww. Social studies test after Chemistry lessons. Hmmz, if I'm lucky, I should be able to pass, I guess? Somehow I think I'll fail, hmmz. Went strolling at tiong, was raining when I went home. Jiayou for tmrw, ♥ I'm looking forward to stickys , and the second part of the dayyy. ;>


I miss Kyungsan. ;>

Annyeonggg ! ♥ Health check todayyy at AVA room, we have to wait for the boys to finish before its our turns, because the nurse said, Boys cannot see girls, but girls can see boys. If you want see go back to your class and see! Hahaha, the nurse like so not happy with us like that lorh, or is it the boys from our class are too irritating? Oops. ;p And yeah, we folded paper swans todayyy, LOL at Benjamin. It was a chaos, and my sweetheart is struggling with it too, hehehe. Ate lunch with sweetheart & Jiawei, went home earlyyyy. 10 hours of sleeping a day keeps the headaches away! ;> Ommo I miss dance, nowadays so bored during CCA dayys, no where to go, must go home early. ._. X-country is coming soon, hope everyone run well! I'm aiming for a top 15, I guess? hehehe.

I.want.to.stickys ♥
xoxo.

2011 Syf judging, we maintained a silver. Well, at least we tried our best. ♥

Next mission, learn how to be a good leader.
All the best International Dance! ♥

I miss you real lots,

I want to see you now.

Wo de sweetheart, I love you !
Kuai dian hui lai oh. ♥

Awesome camp @ Tanjung Piai !







We went into the river, had so much fun getting dirty ! ;>



Our wrecked floats, it was so fun.

I crossed this, so proud of myself. ;>

Look at how dirty our shoes are after going in the river.

The awesome 3H cheer, splashing all the mud.



CIP @ Mangrove swamp, ewwwww.



Walked for a longlong way before we reach there.

We missed Paintball, but the ChallengeVillage, Campfire, the meals and the beds are sosososos awesome !

Thankyou for our awesome trainers, Raj and Hajar , for making this 3days2night camp so awesome ! ;>

Credit pictures from Yuequn & Shiling.