You & Me.



Joann 'yjx.

I'm more than what you expect. Determine, not stubborn.

19 month, with Engheng, since 14th feb 2010.

Counting on, till forever is through.

Saturday, July 31, 2010

For some reason, today feels so difficult and exhausting.
I hold my pillow closer as I sit alone in my room,
Holding my phone, my heart, is for some reason, lonely.
The suddenly ringing phone surprises me,
I hear your voice, asking me if I ate today.
Although at times they annoyed me,
today those words feels different.
and all the forgotten promises I've made,
come flooding back to me.

I will become a person with a beautiful heart,
I will become a person that puts others first,
I will fufill the wishes of your love.
The person who I share my dreams with,
the one who used to comb my hair. I think of my mom.

Although at times, I hurt you because of my wrong decisions,
you quietly watched over me from afar.
Although I'm still a young and clumsy child,
I think I understand now, the meaning of your silent prayers.

I will become a person with a beautiful heart,
I will become a person that puts others first,
I will fufill the wishes of your love.
The person who I share my dreams with,
the one who used to comb my hair. I think of my mom.

What should I do, my heart is still so small.
If I let go your hand,
I'm not sure if I can make it without you.
I don't think I'm ready yet, and I'm scared.

I will become a wise daughter, give me courage.
No matter where I go, I will be a daughter you can be proud of.
You've been there for me. I will fufill the wishes of your love,
I'll have a heart that is as warm,
as the unconditional love you've shown me.
I was too shy to express to you clearly. Mom, I truly love you.

-Dear mom,
소녀시대SNSD.

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