You & Me.



Joann 'yjx.

I'm more than what you expect. Determine, not stubborn.

19 month, with Engheng, since 14th feb 2010.

Counting on, till forever is through.

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

I miss you, so much.

Every moment I'm thinking of you, wondering what you're doing now,
are you missing me like how much I'm missing you right now?
I felt like my heart is short of something, when you left.
My life isn't complete without you. I love you,
I miss you, more than these words can say.

Monday, November 29, 2010

couple date with Jieying and Ray, they came late, very late.
effing lots of fun at science centre. they explore very slow,
didnt manage to explore finish before it closes, haaa.
they're so funny, especially when having meals.
I'll never forget these happy moments, with you. :>


I'll miss you, I'll think of you every moment. I love you,

Sunday, November 28, 2010

hmmz, I just found out i can open as many internet windows as i want, ;p
I learnt how to use ebuddy, awesomez! but how to use the wireless mouse?
I cant wait for tmrw, I want to see sweetheart, real soon! :<
Please appear within my sight now, I miss you, eff much,

Saturday, November 27, 2010

omg, mom brought an MacBook Pro back, awesome! :>
hmmz, a bit chim, dont really know how to use it.
bad thing is it only can open one internet window, BLEAH.
hmmz, I really love you. eff-s lots.

Saturday, November 20, 2010

I've changed my playlist, only 5 tracks.
obsession with SNSD's Mistake, awesome vocals and lyrics.
I havent start doing my holiday homework,
80+ pages of maths worksheets, eff it.
and yeah, I'm number six next year. the only thing I liked about 2011.

I can't help feeling so pain at the heart,
I couldn't bear to see you leave, seeing you get out of my sight.
I know I'm selfish, I know I'm wrong.
But I just can't help it,
I really love you,

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

I'm still at the same place, I'm weary from wandering by your side.
Even today I was wandering, day has passed again and again.
Now I'm here. You know, you know my heart is hurting.
Watching you laugh makes my heart ache more.

Its my misktake for not making you love me more,
Its my mistake for loving you more than you love me.
Its my mistake for not making you love me as much as I wanted you to.

How much longer must I cry, as I'm only believed that promise.
You lied to me to wait for you,
even the greedy side for his love has become tired.
You know, you know that my heart is hurting.
You can't just ignore and smile like that.

Its my misktake for not making you love me more,
Its my mistake for loving you more than you love me.
Its my mistake for not making you love me as much as I wanted you to.

I knew I couldn't have you,
but my heart, my love for you just kept growing.
Its my mistake for waiting by myself,
regretting by myself, for loving you.

Even though my heart was hurting,
its my mistake for not letting you go. I'm such a fool.
Even though my heart was hurting,
its my mistake for not letting you go. Not letting you go.
Its my mistake, even thought it could all be my mistake.
Thats okay, as long as you're there. Always.
Please forgive me for being like this, forgive the person,
who loved you.

Mistake,
SNSD, lyrics by kwon yuri.

Monday, November 1, 2010

thankkkyouuu,
for the well wishes! I love you guys, eff-s much.

and you, awesome-est. thankyou for letting me feel so special,
this day, 011110. You brighten up my day, I'm high! :>
the people who gave me well wishes on facebook and texts,
I really love you people!
Sorry, I love you.
don't worry, I'll be fine,

Yesterday was terrible, everything seemed like a nightmare.
Fainted, due to exhaustion and pain. went home very late.
Well, I'm better now, really. :>