obssesion with Luciferrrrrrr. ♥ SHINEE. i wantwantwant to learn this.

awesome discussions with Cheryl, Jeslyn & Rebbeca about kpop groups,
snsd, shinee, 2pm, ft island, hohoho. ;p
Yuan kidnapped my pens for the entire day, typical cats.
Wyman ate bananas in class, Ernest almost poo-ed in his pants.
got so highhhhh, super effing funny, LMFAO.
gym-ed, awesome. didnt study. Amos & co. came, hilarious shittttt.
homed. tmrwwwwwww's teachers' day. should I go back to Zhangde?
argh, i dontknow. didnt want to. half day of school tmrw, awesome.
now now now I want cca. seriouslyyyyyyy. ♥
anw anw, got high waist pants yesterday, awesome luh. LOVELOVELOVE IT.

I love shopping on blogshops, ordered highwaist pants and tops. awesome.
suppose to go out to prepare teachers' day card, hmmz. i dontknow.
Teachers' day is coming, I dontknow whether I should go back Zhangde.
kinda miss all the memories I had there, for 6 years.
hmmz, FYE coming too. must studyyyyy.
thankyou dear, you've given me so much hope, so much strength.
I will buck up, and do my very best. I love you. ♥

Friday, 27 August 2010

heart-to-heart talks with Eugenia. kinda missed those kind of feelings,
when everyone danced together, when everyone was so united.
despite the long trainings and all drained out, everyone felt happy.
I want that kind of unity, that kind of happiness. I'm really sorry.
and yeah, recalled the chinese new year dance again. was so much fun.
thankyou Eugenia, hearts. ♥

HELLO. didnt update recently. hmmz, was tired.
dance, breaking apart. I don't give a fuck damn anymore.
went gym with Engheng yesterday, awesome. ♥
my back is hurting, shoulders are aching. screwwwwww.
PE today, volleyball. the ball is goddamn light.
but its awesome funnnnnnn, hohoho. ;>
I hate maths, I hate maths, I hate maths.
cooked spaghetti for home econs coursework. its a bigbig success.
chocolates with strawberries are awesome, cheesebake rice too, yummy.
hmmz, Mr Sui ask us to stay back everyday to study.
yeah, everyday. as if I'm so hardworking. haaaa.
but I really dontknow how. I rather study alone.
tionged with Vanessa & Isabel. homed.
I dont want tomorrow, I don't want to go there.
many people getting sick recently, I hope I get sick too. please.

this video make me high. hearts.


소녀시대 hwaiting. ♥

"Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone if your heart still does. You are always there for me and so you give me the courage to stand alone. "

I don't know whats happening recently. Seriously, I don't. I hate it this way. I'm always the one who does nothing good, the one who started the whole commotion, the one who's always at wrong, just somebody that is not important. I don't like it, I hate it. Things always turns out wrong, and its always because of me, me & me. I didn't wanted things to be like that, but I can't help it, can I? I tried to act like nothing happened, but nobody knows that I'm hurting badly in the inside. Nobody knows. Sometimes, I just hope to be alone. I really wanted to cry, but all I can do is to fake a smile.

screwed up day, fuck off.
Engheng, Vanessa, Chenyun etc for lending me a listening ear,
listening to me complains. thankkkyouuu. hearts.
Hate me, have I ever said I liked you. ?
dance practice, longlong talks with MsLim.
too bad, we're just rebellious. She's getting fed up with us.
greatworld-ed, went Vanessa's house. gastric pain.
went to find Engheng. homed.
feverrrrr, awesome. I love you rain.
Sorry, I love you. ♥

awesome pe todayyy, got fucking pissed of by ernest.
screamed at him, like dontknow what. hohoho. ;p
science test, screwed up. you know what, i'm bound to fail.
Mr Auyong came to see our maths lessons.
whats even there to see. the awesome maths teacher?
home econs, no practical. theory. plus test. hmmz.
tionged with Engheng, Vanessa, Isabel.
went Vanessa's house. again. haaaa :D
homed. LOVELOVELOVE. xoxo ♥

" I don't want things to be like that. Insecureness. I can't get use, I need time. I'm scared, I've never been like that. Things are happening too fast. I really dont like it this way. "

Hello people, received netball medal todayyyy, awesome.
science practical. electricityyyyyy.
awesome fun doing experiments. the tiny light bulb so cute.
maths lesson, boredddd tothemax luh okayyyy.
subconscious in class, awesome yuan help me copy down notes.
hohoho, thankkkkyouuuu. :D
art lesson, LOVELOVELOVE. shading again.
i finished in two periods, how awesome-r can i be. haaaa.
as usual, those boys crapping. tbt.
tionged with Isabel, teddyyyybearrrr. homeddddd.
hmmz, tmrw got Science and Home econs test. sianzzz.
andand, got some pictures, 13/08/10. hearts.
" Whats done, cannot be undone. " (LLL) ♥

Tuesday, 17 August 2010.
received floorball medal. awesome, 2e's the championnnnnn. :D
hmmz, nobody inform us about dance practice. screw.
tionged with Vanessa and Isabel. vivo-ed.
Isabel bought a white hamster, so adorable. awwww. LOVELOVELOVE.
me and Vanessa were so amazed, keep playing with the hamster.
had superduper lotslots of funnnnn.
went greatworld, montip. went to Vanessa's house. awesome.
his brother is cute. and he's scared of the hamster. haaaa.
went to find Engheng, homed. hearts. ♥

Its okay even if I can't see, it okay even if I can't breathe.
If I could meet you only once, if I could give you all my heart.
How much more do I have to miss you, so that you could know my heart.
How much more do I have to cry and cry, si that tears could be dry.

Does it hurt because of loving you,
is it the punishment for loving you too much.
Even though you say that I can lose everything,
its okay if I just have you to be with me.
Even if my heart is broken when loving you,
even if my heart is seperated when waiting for you.
Its okay because I love you, its okay even if I'm hurt.

The further I turn away so as to forget you,
the more I miss you, what can I do.
Even when you keep telling me its not right to keep me away from you,
you are the only one to me, what can I do.

Does it hurt because of loving you,
is it the punishment for loving you too much.
Even though you say that I can lose everything,
its okay if I just have you to be with me.
Even if my heart is broken when loving you,
even if my heart is seperated when waiting for you.
Its okay because I love you, its okay even if I'm hurt.

Even if I get poison and pricked, my love for you can't stop.
I will wait for you until forever, I will endure even if it hurts.
because of loving you more, Its okay even if tears fall down.
Its okay even it hurts.

-소녀시대 Seohyun,
Its okay even if I'm hurt. ♥

hmmz, at breakfast at mac, school-ed with Engheng & Vanessa.
Magtan talking through out the assembly, haaaa.
fold stars in class, awesome yuan throw until all missing.
put some on Magtan's hair. awesome. like christmas tree.
music lessons, watched some cat videos.
same species as yuannn. hohoho. ;p
after school, tionged with Vanessa. homed.
awesome, andand. Happy Belated Anniversary,
Benjamin & Diana, ZacEe & Pearlyn.
hearts, (LLL) ♥

its the number sixth time of 14th. 6 months, half a year. Time flies. In a blink, I've gone through a lot with you. I believe that you, are a gift that god gave to me. An awesome boyfriend, heart to heart, hand in hand. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. That's what you've given me and that's what I hope to give to you forever. We may not know what will happen in the future, but I'll cherish everything I have now. It's so great to find that one special person, you want to annoy for the rest of your life. Whatever that happens, you always let me know that you'll be there for me if I need you. and I want to do the same for you too. I just hoped that you'll be happy, like you always are. hearts, I ♥ you.

Friday, August 13, 2010.

hello, met Engheng, Jeremy & Shiling, school-ed together.
sports fiesta day, awesome plus awesome! hohoho. ;p
netball semi-finals, lost to 2g, 2-8. awesome game.
under the hot sun, played with 2d & co. LOVE.
floorball semi-finals, won 2b, 1-0. finals against 2a.
awesome game, hearts. won, 3-0. 2e is the awesome-est. haaa.
this year, we've got lotslots of achievements.
1st for soccer, floorball, telematch. 3rd for basketball, netball.
blueblacks, cuts, sprains. haaaa.
awesome, tionged with Hayley, Chenyun, Vanessa.
went Hayley's house, waited for her at the swimming pool.
got a little wet, chased by the guards. retardz.
mac-ed, went greatworld. again. haaaa.
shopped, loitered. went to Vanessa's house.
superduper funnn, homed. hearts, (LLL) ♥

screw olp manzsxc. don't ask me what happen.
anw, last minute joined netball sports fiesta.
awesome, was funnnnn. 7 to 4. hohoho ;p
went greatworld with Vanessa. took the gift, mac-ed.
loiter around, meddle with ipad. LOVELOVELOVE.
should be going her house later, (LLL)

awesome, reading period, what else do you expect.
and yeah, got chocolates. merlion ones. ate one.
magtan and me gave our chocolates to Hayley.
forget to bring chinese file. studied Macbeth.
art lessons, effing funny. Caleb, Jingyong & co. crapping.
they can talk about anything everything.
dramas, cartoons, card games, etcetc. rubbish.
i heard this today, from them. they were talking about studies.
C : yong, your chinese is the only subject that can win me.
J : yeah, im only good at chinese. haha.
C : yong, your chinese so good. you can quit your studies, and go china work. as a begger.
LOL, this is like whatthehell hilarious.
retardism of the boys in 2E. anw, i owned caleb in art today.
awesome. and it raineddddd. LOVELOVELOVE.
lit test, boo. sucked. sandhu pussycat crapped.
finally, byebye to Macbeth. hohoho. ;p
tionged with yuan, she's like crazy over bread.
like wife like husband, like Yuanzhen like Zile. haaaaa.
bought some stuff, homed. ♥

" what's done cannot be undone. once loved, never to let go. "

hello. and yeah, Happy belated national day. haaaa.
awesome day, with Engheng, Mommy Pearlyn and Daddy ZacEe.
met at tiong, forgot to bring phone. lost contact with Pearlyn.
saviour, Jieying. gave us Pearlyn's number. hohoho. ;p
ohya, and she's with Rayyyyyy. :D
studied Macbeth, for tmrw's lit exam. screw.
Mommy & daddy still take their time to eat the jelly.
mrted, Daddy learning chinese.
LOL, i realise how awesome my chinese is, compared to him.
hohoho, crapped in mrt.
went science centre, was awesome fun. LOVELOVELOVE.
kinda creepy, mac-ed, mrted home. (LLL) ♥

AWESOME, didnt go out today. IMY.
mom & sist teaching me how to make spaghetti later. hohoho. ;p
andand, Happy birthday Sweetie.
I didnt forget your birthday, how awesome am i.
stay sweet and pretty, last longlong with love ones. LOVEYOU.
Happy 2nd month, Mommy Amelia & Daddy Jiawei. ;D
Last longlong mommy & daddy, mickey and minnie.
HUG & KISSES, (LLL) ♥

" Life is only worth living once you've found someone worth dying for. "

national day's around the corner, two days later.
Singapore's 45th birthday. hohoho. ;p
4 days of holiday. awesome shit.

Friday, 6 August 2010

schooled with him, ndp marching & celebration. awesome.
tionged with Engheng, Vanessa, Chenyun, Magtan. bused to bugis.
shopped. bought BestFriendForeverAlways at Diva. awesome.
bugis street > bugis junction > bugis street > bugis junction > iluma.
walked nonstop. Magtan and Chenyun went home. mrted to vivo.
just loitering around. saw Benjaminpon & co.
mrted back to tiong, homed. LOVE. tiring but awesome day.
thankyou for staying with me all this while, thankyou for your unconditional love, thankyou for making my day. (LLL) ♥

pe, played floorball with 2D. awesome game. haaaa.
home econs, baked cookies. with mommy Amelia.
stayed back with Engheng for hearttoheart. bleah.
talked crap. LOL. Ms Ong is damn naive.
she asked a lot of questions. all rubbish.
" My parents work as astronauts, I live at orchard, beside ion. "
homed with Magtan, Chenyun.
awesome, school ends at 10am tmrw. hohoho. (LLL) ♥

4 August 2010
art lessons, screw shading manzsxc. i suck at it.
went ish, practice floorball. my obsession.
Engheng, Chenyun, Magtan, Yuanzhen, Philbert, Seetoh, Jeremy, Zile.
sec 2e floorball team, LOVELOVELOVE.
gastric, screw it. inbearable pain.
some sec 3s came to play with us. bleah.
homed. ♥

" Love can make you happy but often times it hurts, but love is only special when you give it to who its worth. "

AWESOME, tio OLP. with Chermin and Hayley.
because we were laughing during morning assembly.
screw Jingyong upsidedown in class. haaaaaaaa.
find OLP after school. she craps a lot.
" Look at the sun, its always shining. As long as you're alive, there will be future in you. " LOL.
andand, she talks about Ostrich. I was trying not to laugh.
seriously. the examples she used are hilarious.
she made me write reflection. must have contract with her. Zzzz.
walk here and there. like her messenger. ask me to apologise to Mr sui.
then go back to find her, then go print another copy of the reflection.
then come back find her again. SCREW HER.
the whole thing ended at around 3. I missed the match. :/
bball-ed at ish, with Aizai & co.
went gym. AWESOME. tionged to find Magtan, Chenyun & Zile.
ate, homed. (LLL) ♥