MidYearExam coming soon, one word. STUDY. Hope I can do well, hope everyone can! ;>
After exams can goooo partyyyy, hehehe. But I don't want CCA to resume, that huge huge huge responsiblity coming, dont like. Now just need to study as much as I can, so yeah, JIAYOU! xoxo. ♥


Break the curse of failing.
Break the curse of failing.
Break the curse of failing.
Break the curse of failing.
Break the curse of failing.
Break the curse of failing.

Spent Good friday at West coast park.
wanted to rent a go-cart, but so expensive. ._. and yay, it rained. ♥

shopped at Clementi mall supermarket, saw some Africans, hehehe.

had an awesome dayy, took lots of pictures! ;>




I love you.

Hello. No PE todayyyy, studied for two tests, Physics and Chemistry. hmmz, either just pass or fail. I'm starting to like 3H'11. We're like the most exciting and awesome class among the sec 3s. ;> Went to eat lunch with sweetheart, da-bao food go playground, then go shelter, because of hot sun. sat on the floor to eat, people walk pass keep looking. For what. Lucky there's no police at that time. Went homed, changed, went out again. Was rushing for time. Anyway, I found out that my sweetheart is more dirty than i expected! hehehe. ;p


Just thinking of those amazing memories lights my day up.

Cheese, I'm feeling much better already. Well, thankkks for the people who showed concern! ♥ Hasn't been in good relationship with my family recently, maybe our thinkings just don't tally. Hope things can turn better soon. Hmmz, I guess I've already gotten over the x-country thingy, thanks to the encouragements and supports by those important people around me. I shouldn't be fretting over the mistakes I've done, but thinking how to change those mistakes into motivations to do better. ;> Anyway, I seemed to be improving in maths, and that helps to make me feel happier, I hope I can pass for MYE. Andand, oral exams are coming too, I just want to pass! ♥


With the strength to carry on, you cast your fears aside, and you know you can survive, then when you feel like hope is gone, look inside you and be strong, and you'll finally see the truth, that a hero lies in you.

This whole day I've been thinking, why did I started running? I didn't really have a passion for running when I first stepped into GESS. But, everything started when, I get to know Magtan & Chenyun, both from track. Then Yuanzhen, who amazed me by her extraordinary running ability. We were all in the same class, aiming to get top-15 for 2009 school x-country. Well we did it, and we start to get closer. Soon I get to know Jiayi and Alicia, both also from track. During 2010, we're all chosen into the interschool x-country team. We hanged out and trained together, and as time goes by, all of us got closer, like a team. From then, I told myself that I must do my best, because I'm running for them, as we've set the target together, as a team. Everyone's effort is paid off, and we got 15th position among 40 over schools. This year, I'm unable to participate in the 2011 interschool x-country, due to clash of timing with the Syf rehearsal. I really really anticipated for the interschool x-country competition, but, I have no choice. For that, I'm really sorry. Because of that, I told myself that I will put all my efforts and everything I've missed into the school's annual x-country. And again, I failed. I'm really very sorry, this year I've been a useless team mate, a lousy friend. I hope I won't be one next year. I really hope so.

Today, PE. Finished my napfa, hopefully I get a gold. Oh gosh, I'm starting to lose confidence in everything. I can't set goals for myself anymore. Everytime things get messed and screwed up, I'm afraid I might fail again. That kind of feeling wereby you've aimed for something, but end up you failed to achieve it, it feels really bad. After school, went to BMSS with sweetheart for dental appointment. Headed to interchange and went home. Lucky tmrw are weekends, I'm seriously worn out.

Thursday, April 7, 2011

X-country, my day was ruined. Eyes swollen, the heart feels like it has dashed into pieces. Joann Yeo, why are you so lousy, why must you stop at that crucial point of time, why must you give up, why can't you hold it on till the end, why must put set a goal that is so high, a goal that you can't possibly achieve, stop looking so highly on yourself. Your friends are superior, you know you aren't fit to be their friend. You couldn't win with them, share their joy with them. You just kept on crying, not only ruined your day, you ruined their's too. WHY ARE YOU SO LOUSY. WHY AM I SO LOUSY. After this incident, I'm afraid to set goals for myself, so afraid that I will fail again. Once bitten, twice shy. Many thoughts flashed through my mind, the WHYs and WHOs. I'm really sorry, Yuanzhen, Magtan, Jiayi, Alicia, Chenyun, Shiling. Before the race starts, we've aimed to go in the top-15 together, all of you did it, but I failed to. Firstly, I feel so useless. Secondly, I'm really sorry, for making you guys worry. but I guess I'm just not up to standard. Thirdly, really thankyouuu. You guys made me feel loved, feel cared. Thankyou for cheering me up, making me feel a lot better, and for those drinks, filled with love. And fourthly, congratulations for achieving your goals. I really feel happy for you guys, who've worked so hard, and finally seeing hard work paid off. Thankyou, I really love you guys, my sister-like friends! ♥ Also, thankyou for the people who cared when they passed by. Your are you okay-s and take care-s, made me felt that at least someone cares for me. ♥ And, not forgetting my sweetheart, sorry for making you worry, and running all the way back to look for me, slowly walk back with me, wiped my tears away, and lifting my minds off those unhappy stuff, cheered me up. You were there when I needed you, thankyou so much for doing all these for me, I love you. ♥

Hello, ♥ tmrw is x-countryyyy. Kinda nervous actually, well, I'll just do my best. Somehow hoping that it rains tmrw. ;p Epic conversations during lunch today with Sweetheart, Ray and Hayley, hehehe. Guess what we're talking about. The girls stuff and the guys stuff. Somehow disgusteddd, ewww. Social studies test after Chemistry lessons. Hmmz, if I'm lucky, I should be able to pass, I guess? Somehow I think I'll fail, hmmz. Went strolling at tiong, was raining when I went home. Jiayou for tmrw, ♥ I'm looking forward to stickys , and the second part of the dayyy. ;>


I miss Kyungsan. ;>

Annyeonggg ! ♥ Health check todayyy at AVA room, we have to wait for the boys to finish before its our turns, because the nurse said, Boys cannot see girls, but girls can see boys. If you want see go back to your class and see! Hahaha, the nurse like so not happy with us like that lorh, or is it the boys from our class are too irritating? Oops. ;p And yeah, we folded paper swans todayyy, LOL at Benjamin. It was a chaos, and my sweetheart is struggling with it too, hehehe. Ate lunch with sweetheart & Jiawei, went home earlyyyy. 10 hours of sleeping a day keeps the headaches away! ;> Ommo I miss dance, nowadays so bored during CCA dayys, no where to go, must go home early. ._. X-country is coming soon, hope everyone run well! I'm aiming for a top 15, I guess? hehehe.

I.want.to.stickys ♥
xoxo.

2011 Syf judging, we maintained a silver. Well, at least we tried our best. ♥

Next mission, learn how to be a good leader.
All the best International Dance! ♥