ANNYEONG ! :>
2011 is cominggggg soon, going back to school veryvery soon.
walaooooo, I don't want. I want moremoremore holidayyyys.
but I'm going to accept the realityyy.
Next year sec 3. Combined science class 3H, I'm number 6, ohh yayyy ! ♥
Our class is going to be awesome. hmmz, taking D&T. can't wait.
I don't look forward to the sec 3 camp, going overseas.
I miss sweetheart.
Didn't see him for the whole week ! hope I can see him soon. ♥
Happy New Year aye! I want lots of hong bao. hehehe. :>

This is the Milo Youth Under 14 Finals. Tagawa vs Home United.
Its the awesome-est match I'll never forget.



Jiayou.

Its 11 at night.

Sweetheart is sleeping. I miss him. I want to talk to him more,
but he is tired, he has training tmrw.

I really enjoyed being with you.

You made me understand what is real happiness,

You made me felt loved and special. You gave me sense of security.

You bring out the true smile from bottom of my heart.

Its been 10 months 8 days we're attached.

I believe we'll last for a year, 10 years, 50 years, 100 years,

and finally, till eternity.

I can lose anything, but I can't lose you.

You made me fell for you, and I'll never let you go.

Sleep well oh, sweetheart.
I love you, xoxo. ♥

Talked on the phone with sweetheart for almost the whole day.
haaaa, was so fun. but I think his phone bill will bao zha this month.
Sorry, I hope my phone will be fixed asap. :>

I miss sweetheart, want to see him real soon!

He is so cute! thats the reason why I fell in love with him.
Oh yeah, and my homework. need to lin shi bao fou jiao. damn it.
hope I can finish on time, 7 dayys before going back to school.
I can't wait to see everybodyyyyyyy! ♥

My phone effing spoil. I can't contact sweetheartttttt! :<

Ommo I miss him, I want to contact him so badlyyyyyy.

I love you, I'll call you veryvery soon, I promise.

Tenth month, 302 days together. ♥
I love you, so much so much.

till the veryveryvery enddd!
I'll learn how to cherish,

my very one and onlyyyyy.
my dearest, cutest, funniest,

sweetest, awesome-est sweetheart!

I won't let you go,

you'll stay in my heart, alwayyyys.

I know you love me a lot a lot.

I love thousand times as much.

Sorry, for the late postttt!

I love you, till eternityyyy. ♥

Till the very endddd.

went Johor with mom todayyyy. awesomez.
had lunch at Old Town White Coffee, its damn nice.
Christmas sales, bought a new bag, two pairs of shoes.
plus clothes. and handphone accessories, hohoho. ;p
walked for hours, effing tired. but it was awesome awesome awesome.
Missed sweetheartttttt. its the veryveryvery tenth month! :>

these are some pictures of 121210.










these shall be kept as memories, till eternity.

awesomez International dance ROD, at Vivo.
all of them came late, only Pearlyn and me came on time.
had our lunch while waiting, haaa.
the three little pigs, Moomoo, Breyl & Eileen came at 12.19. BLEAH.
plus Hoiching, Esther, Jieying, Yiling, Natasha, Aleen, Crystal.
Wanted to watch movie, too bad, no seats.
hmmz, went Kbox. those three pigs didnt tag along.
they rather stay at the playground or skypark, haaa.
It was effing cold in the room, Jieying and I were freezing.
the waiter provided us with coats, so warm, so comfortable.
Everyone went so high, it was so much fun.
and yeah, saw JeremyW, Tengyi & Benjamin at Vivo.
Went to buy log cake to celebrate Natasha's 16th birthday.
that chocolate cake is so awesome,

crapped with Moomoo, Breyl, Jieying and Natasha, effing funny.
Heart to heart with Jieying. Cheerups alright! ♥
Just reach home. Had so much fun, time for some rest.

Sorry.

HELLO, I can't wait for tmrwwww, showdown of Dtc and Tagawa.
Tagawa Jiayou ohhhhhh! BLEAH.
hmmz, don't know going ROD a not, haven't decide.
Ommo, I'm hungry. hmmz, time for lunch. :>
I've got a christmas hat! awesomez.
I can't waittttttt for christmas! ♥



Relationships are hard to handle, Love is selfish.

Hello, Joann Yeo Jia Xin is very happyyyyy today.
Sweetheart, I love you. more than these three words can say!
I love you forever, so no break. NEVER. ♥
and yeah, Weaven is funny. veryyyy. hohoho. ;p
hmmz, looking forward for tmrwwwww.
Still hesitating between ROD or watch match, FML.
I really dontknow lehhhhhh. how how how how how.
Cleared all my papers and past textbooks, awesomez.
two full stacks of rubbish to recycle, environmental friendly.
Going to sleep soon, goodnight. No more nightmares, go away.

When you're leaving, I'll hope for one last second to be with you.
And hope that that one second last forever.

had lunch at Subway with Engheng, my very first time.
quite fun ordering, the chipotle southwest sauce not nice one, BLEAH.
rained. watched match today, awesomez.
Tagawa vs Tongwhye, 93-38. Dtc vs Paya Lebar, 87-18.
hmmz, there is girls basketball match too, but not as competitive.
I want to watch Dtc vs Tagawa on sundayyyyy.

Jiayou, Tianchuan. Tagawa is awesomez.
homed. so tired, going to sleep soon. Goodnight, people.

Relationships are frail, they may break apart with just a wrong touch.
Cherish, and handle it with care. ♥

Pet society is awesomez, effing awesomez.
Going overseas on Friday. Hai, I don't want.
I miss Magtan, Chenyun, Yuanzhen, Hayley, Vanessa, JeremyL, Zile.
all my dearest, my one and only-s.
and of course, my awesome-est sweetheart too.
these people are the ones that make my life complete.
and yeah, now I need to finish my homework, level up my pet society, :>
I can't wait for 2011, I want to see everybody again.

watch this, the epic-est video I've ever seen.

I miss you when something really good happens,
because you're the one I want to share it with.
I miss you when something is troubling me,
because you're the only one who understands me so well.
I miss you when I laugh and cry,
because I know that you're the one who makes
my laughter grow and my tears disappear.
I miss you all the time, but I miss you the most
when I lie awake at night and think of all the wonderful times
we spent with each other, for those were some of the
best memorable times of my life.

Liar, I waited for you. but you never came online.

I craved so much, thinking that I can contact you via ebuddy.

but I guess I'm being naive, just believing what I shouldn't.

You just don't know how much I missed you.

went out with Sweetheart today, weather is effing cold, rained.
He always come late. Missed him so much, finally can see him!
hmmz, went Vivo, walked around for so long.
Searched for stitch, failure attempt. Cannot find, lousy.
Went totally bonkers at ToysRUs, effing crazy.
He played with the funny looking parrot cap,
even wore it and took picture. it was so funny!
Crapped so much, but it was so much fun.
He's going overseas tmrw, again.

You don't know how much I couldn't bear to see you leave.

I love you, that words can't say.♥

Sweetheart! I miss you so much you know, dont get sick okay.

take care of yourself, I'll be with you.

Whatever happens, I'll support you, Jiayou.

I can't wait to see you, I love you! ♥

Spend my time shopping on blogshops, ordered two pairs of contact lens.
awesomez, cant wait to get them, the owner is effing nice.

Sweetheart coming back in 20 hours time!

-I miss you, so effing much. ♥

I miss you, so much.

Every moment I'm thinking of you, wondering what you're doing now,
are you missing me like how much I'm missing you right now?
I felt like my heart is short of something, when you left.

My life isn't complete without you. I love you,

I miss you, more than these words can say. ♥

couple date with Jieying and Ray, they came late, very late.
effing lots of fun at science centre. they explore very slow,

didnt manage to explore finish before it closes, haaa.

they're so funny, especially when having meals.

I'll never forget these happy moments, with you. :>

I'll miss you, I'll think of you every moment. I love you, ♥

hmmz, I just found out i can open as many internet windows as i want, ;p
I learnt how to use ebuddy, awesomez! but how to use the wireless mouse?
I cant wait for tmrw, I want to see sweetheart, real soon! :<

Please appear within my sight now, I miss you, eff much, ♥

omg, mom brought an MacBook Pro back, awesome! :>
hmmz, a bit chim, dont really know how to use it.
bad thing is it only can open one internet window, BLEAH.
hmmz, I really love you. eff-s lots. ♥

I've changed my playlist, only 5 tracks.
obsession with SNSD's Mistake, awesome vocals and lyrics.
I havent start doing my holiday homework,
80+ pages of maths worksheets, eff it.
and yeah, I'm number six next year. the only thing I liked about 2011.

I can't help feeling so pain at the heart,
I couldn't bear to see you leave, seeing you get out of my sight.
I know I'm selfish, I know I'm wrong.
But I just can't help it, I really love you, ♥

I'm still at the same place, I'm weary from wandering by your side.
Even today I was wandering, day has passed again and again.
Now I'm here. You know, you know my heart is hurting.
Watching you laugh makes my heart ache more.

Its my misktake for not making you love me more,
Its my mistake for loving you more than you love me.
Its my mistake for not making you love me as much as I wanted you to.

How much longer must I cry, as I'm only believed that promise.
You lied to me to wait for you,
even the greedy side for his love has become tired.
You know, you know that my heart is hurting.
You can't just ignore and smile like that.

Its my misktake for not making you love me more,
Its my mistake for loving you more than you love me.
Its my mistake for not making you love me as much as I wanted you to.

I knew I couldn't have you,
but my heart, my love for you just kept growing.
Its my mistake for waiting by myself,
regretting by myself, for loving you.

Even though my heart was hurting,
its my mistake for not letting you go. I'm such a fool.
Even though my heart was hurting,
its my mistake for not letting you go. Not letting you go.
Its my mistake, even thought it could all be my mistake.
Thats okay, as long as you're there. Always.
Please forgive me for being like this, forgive the person,
who loved you.

Mistake, ♥
SNSD, lyrics by kwon yuri.

thankkkyouuu, ♥
for the well wishes! I love you guys, eff-s much.

and you, awesome-est. thankyou for letting me feel so special,
this day, 011110. You brighten up my day, I'm high! :>
the people who gave me well wishes on facebook and texts,
I really love you people! ♥

Sorry, I love you. ♥
don't worry, I'll be fine,

Yesterday was terrible, everything seemed like a nightmare.
Fainted, due to exhaustion and pain. went home very late.
Well, I'm better now, really. :>

hmmz, had effing fun yesterday! :> with Celsius and co.
explored, ate a lot of food! haaa,
I love my darlings, M-C-Y-S-Z-E. Treasures. ♥
and yeah, I want my contact lens! :<
I can't wait to go for dance practices next week, I miss them.
I want to see the effing new coach, :>

You!, I love you.

Dying of pain,
Thankyou for accompany-ing me through the entire night, your presence made me felt stronger,
I love you. ♥


and yeah, I'm so going to combined science.
I never want next year to come,
I don't want to leave them, my treasures.

I can promote to Sec 3 Express!
I pass failed maths and science though.
I'm gonna work veryvery hard for sec 3, I swear. :>
I want to change playlist soonnnnn,
I love you, ♥

My latest obsession, Miss A! ♥
Breathe, I'm learning this, :>
This song is so addictive, so catchy. that I fell in love with it!

I miss you. ♥

Satuday, October 9, 2010

awesome day with Engheng and his family, at Sentosa.
shopped for candies and chocolates, yummz.
Voyage de Lavie is awesome awesome awesome! :>
watched sunset at vivo, shopped.
sour candies are superrrrrr! haaaa,
wo ai ni. ♥

hmmz, science paper screwed up luh. stupiddddddd.
its the end, I'm so going to combined science.
Chenyun, you're awesome! :> Whats done cannot be undone.
lets forget about all these and play like we've never played before! :>
breakfast at mac, went fishfishfishingggggg.
with Celsius, Engheng, Jeremy, Vanessa, Isabel.
those awesome babes are really crazyyyy. all craving for fishhhhh.
its damn awesome okay, obsession.
loitered around tiong with Engheng, saw Donovan and co.
lucky shit, he got hundred over coins. superduper awesome. hohoho. ;p
homed. tmrw is our lastlastlast paperrrrrr. I'm not studying today.
I'm so gonna play awesome-ly tmrwwwwww. I love Celsius, and co.

It feels like I've been dreaming for a long time,
I've wandered and wandered around for a while,
As if we made a promise, standing here in front of each other,
like that day from four season ago.

Those beautiful stories that we wrote down together,
those eternal promises that we prayed for at that time.
They're all coming back to me now,
and I don't think my heart can take it.
I've even restrain myself at the thought of you.
How has your one year been.

For a long time I've been living, having forgotten of you.
For a while, I thought I was doing fine.
However I started to realise as time goes by,
that I'm nothing to you.

At that time, if only we have been a little more mature,
If only we know how we would be right now.
I have no confidence in over coming these endless regrets,
so I've had to just repress them.
One year has passed like that.

Could your feeling perhaps be the same as mine,
will you give me another chance.
I know now that we can never part from each other,
the person I love and love again.

I wish we can go back to our first days,
to the beautiful, happy and loving days.
Those heart breaking stories and vain arguments,
just bury all of that now.
And promise we won't take them out again.
No matter how many seasons pass and how many years go by again.
I hope we won't meet like today again.

- Jessica & Onew,
One year later. ♥

hmmz, no PE today, Mr Tay never come. screw him.
planned where to go after exams with Chenyun and Engheng,
crapping here and there, gossip gossip. :>
English lesson was fun today, a bit retarded though.
add too much sugar for the bread pudding, a bit sweet uh.
shared chair with Jolyn & Yuanzhen. 3 people sit 2 chair.
Yuanzhen sitting in the middle, haaaa! she super epic.
tionged with Hayley, Chenyun, Yuanzhen. Magtan go tuition.
bought identical folders together, awesome!
Mac-ed, eat icecream and studyyyyyyy. homed with Chenyun.
and yeah, i bought new calculator, white one! haaaa.
can't wait for exams to be overrrrrr,
then can go shopping, swimming, playyyy, anythinggg! ♥

hmmz, change playlist. Finally. Joann is happy now. :>
English and chinese exams over, awesome.
Lumpy's craps are so hilarious, make me high.
I love Celsius. Chenyun, Magtan, Yuanzhen, Hayley!
tionged with Hayley and Engheng, saw Zixuan, Jason & co.
epic funny, crapping in the middle of tiong. haaaa!
heart-to-heart with Vanessa, my awesome babe. I love you.
We're not drifting, we just hang out less with each other.
but we're still as close. Friendship is not conquered by time.
These awesome people make me happy, always.
I don't ask for more, I'm happy to have them.
My happy pills, my diary, I love you guys. ♥

Some memories are meant to be forgotten.

hmmz, English exam. can pass jiu okay lerh! ;>
Jeremy crapps during exam, epic hilarious shit, hohoho.
tionged with Hayley, heart-to-heart, GIRLS TALK.
thankyou Hayley, I lovelovelovelovelove you, Celsius!
tmrw Chinese, need studyyyyy. need borrow chinese dictionary.
awesome, going to mug hard later. hmmz, sleep early too.
plus, facebook still no want let me change name. BLEAH.
andand, I want contact lennnns.

Simple words can break the entire heart.
I no like maths, drawing traffic lights during maths lesson.
and yeah, Sorry Lumpyyyyyyyyy. really, dui bu qi. :<
I love the rain, tionged with Teddybear. fishfish. homed.
BLEAH, tmrw Final year English exam. Jiayou.
need to study harder than normal people, because I'm lousy.
I hate myself, for being me.


I like this sign.

I no like facebook,
facebook no want let me change name, retarded. :<
FYE FYE FYE. need to studyyyyyyy. so boreddddddd.
I want go pooling, I want go malaysia, I want go shopping.
I'll do all of these after exams, I swearrrrr. :>
slept superduper early nowadays, great. I can grow taller.
Jiayou jiayou jiayou! wo ai ni, ♥

Final year exam coming. :< omg.
Just pray hard that I can go to Pure science course,
if not, I don't mind going to Combined science too. doesn't matter.
hmmz, I'm already think about what to do after exams.
hope exams will be over soon. Mugg hard people, Jiayou.

Sweetheart, thankyou for everything and anything. I'll mug hard.
I love you, really. ♥

Joann is mugging hard. trying to remember maths formulas.
Expansion and Factorisation.
(a + b)square = (a)square + 2(a)(b) + (b) square.
(a - b)square = a square - 2(a)(b) + (b) square.
(a + b)(a - b) = (a)square - (b)square.
Pythagoras' theorem,
(a)square + (b)square = (c)square.
Mensuration
Volume of pyramid = 1/3 x base area x height.
Volume of Cone = 1/3 pie x (r)square x height,
Curved surface area of cone = pie x r x slant height,
Total Surface area of cone = (pie x r x slant height)x (pie x (r)square)
Volume of Sphere = 4/3 pie (r)square
Surface area of Sphere = 4 pie (r)square.
Data Analysis
Mean (Average) = sum of values / number of values
Median = Middle value
Mode = Value with the highest frequency

ohmygod, I don't want to forget all these. please.
Jiayou, make me super. :>

I searched my wardrobe, and I found my dancing shoes, old ones. The ones that I wore during Secondary one SYF. I looked back to the times I first came for dance practice, it was so much fun. My first impression of Miss Goh, was that she was so strict that I was so afraid of her, but after knowing her slowly, I realise she was a nice teacher. I missed the times, everyone had tough trainings everyday because of SYF, and through our little chats, we got to know each other more, and got closer and closer day by day. Everyone shared the same interest, dreams and goals, everyone worked so hard, despite getting injured, we hanged on. Back then, things were so perfect, but now, things are no longer the same. After Miss Goh left, and the seniors graduated, there's no more unity, no more bond between the each of us. We splited up into groups, inside our own small chats, its all about unhappiness, all about complaints. I don't want things to turn out this way. I miss the times back then.

I've done science and maths 2008 exam papers, awesome.
I want to achieve 65 marks for science, 60 for maths.
I want to go pure science, with him. but, its still a doubt for me.
All I can do is to study, Joann is the awesome-est, hohoho. :>
I dug out all my science notes, trying to remember what I learnt.
Certainly, my mind is blank. empty. haaaa.
I want to be with you, no matter what, I'll do my best. ♥

" He is a part of me because, as he reads my words, he can feel what I feel and see what I see. He is there always in my mind, my heart and my soul. He is the love of my life that I can never let go. "

Wu mei hui, always come for lesson late, then end late. Expect us to wait for you. I swear I'm not going to do your English homework ever. Waste of time, just giving redundant homeworks, I'll end up failing English. I roll my eyes, because I dont want to look at your fucking face, sorry to disappoint you, my eyeballs never drop. What lousy teacher. Sucker. Give demerit big fuck, you who, principal uh. You say caning will cane uh. Unreasonable attitude, you not happy with us, we also not happy with you. Knn. Say we don't deserve your respect, what makes you think you deserve our respect. Not happy don't teach us luh, like we beg you must teach like that. Just fuck off luh. No wonder is new teacher, don't know how to teach then don't anyhow teach luh. Lousy.

PE, played floorball. damn awesomeeeeeee okayyyy. 2E is the awesome-est.
Mid autumn cum Hari raya celebration. ate mooncake, chocolates, pomelos.
superduper fun, ended at 8. tionged with Vanessa, homed.
Come home soon, please.

Chinese lesson, uses a crocodile to decide our fate. haaa.
omg, Science practical screwed, totally not enough time. :<
Epic fist guessing game with Engheng. effing funny, LMFAO.
went for ih ap, homed. tmrw school starts at 12, awesome luhhhhh.
I hate maths I hate maths i hate maths.

When I was six years old I met him in the playground and he came up to me with a daisy, just the one, and knelt on both knees and asked me to marry him. So I pushed him over then ran away. Two days later he came over and asked if he could play cops and robbers with me and from that day on we played everyday.

At 11 on my first day of Secondary school, I was so nervous but at lunch time he came to find me, and we sat down and ate lunch together. We did this everyday for an entire year. You were the first person I told about everything, about my crushes, about my lessons and about all the people I hated, and when I was 13 and thought I was the only one who had never been kissed, you offered to show me how, and by the tree in your backgarden we shared our first kiss.

At 15 we went to our first proper house party, and I got drunk. Even though I made a fool of myself you were there to help me stand strong. You didnt judge and you didnt make fun.

Over the next year we began to seperate, made different friends. I got my first serious boyfriend and you went through quite a few girlfriends. And then it got to May and that meant the prom. Everything had been arranged, I'd been getting my outfit for months and then the day before I found out my boyfriend had cheated on me. The first person I turned to was you. You turned up at my door with a bouquet of roses and a vintage 1950's car.

I laughed that night, I cried that night. We had glorious memories together, when everyday I would smile. Even on the last when your mother stood up, in the church in front of your coffin and began reading from your diary: "I saw you when I was six stood by the bench in a blue checked dress and daisy shoes and I needed to give an other daisy just because.... Because i loved you from that day on"

His wedding vows written the day after prom, that I will never get to hear.

I love this story.

HELLO, going backkkk to school tmrwwww, AWESOME.
I'm left with English homework, a piece of cake. :>
fever dropped a little, feeling muchmuch better.
Facebook is so addictive manz, superduper funnnnnnn.
I'm so gonna surf youtube again, hohoho. ;p
its just two more days, two more dayyyyyys, since 140210.
wo ai ni, ♥

hmmz, its been three days I'm isolated from the computer.
down with fever, struggling with homework. :>
going to watch the dance performance at night todayyy. awesome.
2 more days to finish my homework.

Friday, 10 September 2010

Hari Raya. overslept, didnt go for dance training, oopps.
went shopping spree with aunt.went vivo & greatworld.
bought FBTs, 3d star crystal puzzle, hair accessories etc etc.
homed, did some homework, but I still got tons of them.
need to chiong homeworkkkkk. ♥

Thursday, 9 September 2010

went for dance practice, at AVA room. superduper awesome luh.
freezing inside, get to use computer. hohoho. ;p
kinda slack, but funnnnn. facebooked.
horh horh, Vanessa. *winkz*
kfc-ed, saw Hayleyyyyy. went to Greatworld, then to her house.
almost fell asleep at her house, super tired.
homed. took long naps. :>

Tuesday, 8 September 2010

hmmz, went to watch match with Jieying at Queensway.
we took wrong bus, went there late. haaaa. :D
went Ikea together with Engheng, Jieying & Ray.
superrrr funnnnn. got a lot of dog paws, dog bowl, dog toys.
hohoho. ;p explored the whole Ikea. homed.
hearts, wo ai ni. ♥

omg, oral tmrw. shitttts, how to study for oral.
Yuannnnn say must talk more. talkkkkk rubbishhhhh. ;>
wo zhen de zhen de zhen de bu zhi dao how to study for oral.
watched Evan Almighty yesterday. superduperrrr awesome.
Gen, 6:14. The God is awesome, Noel is awesome-r,
the arc he has build is the awesome-st.

and yeah, went out today. went home early.

trying to figure out how to study for oral.

Jiayou for oral tmrwwwwww. hearts. ♥

thankyou for staying with me, and giving me strength, and hope. You stayed with me, assuring that I'm sleeping well and tight, letting me know you'll always be there when I closed my eyes, and when I first opened my eyes. You make me feel fearless, and gave me the courage to face and conquer every obstacles I face in life. You stood by me, and went into my heart. I'll never want to let you go. ♥

I'm scared of darkness, when I'm alone.
thankyou for making me felt secured, and safe,
and ensuring me that you are not going to let this happen again.
I don't want to be left alone, stay with me. forever. ♥

Its holidayyy, no time for playing, need to study for FYE.
but there's still time for computerrrrr, ♥
and afternoon naptime. hohoho. ;p

Friday, 3 September 2010

hmmz, chinese lesson is superduper fun. awesome.
epicness of Xuanyuan, Eileen & Breyl. full of rubbish.
and yeah, went for dance. Heart-to-hearts during breaktime.
scribbled and drew on notebooks and papers. haaa.
went to Vanessa's house, her brother is like so cute luh.
when I say " I love you", he will reply " I love you too. "
find Engheng, went for dinner, homed. ♥

i wantwantwant to go for the KPOP NIGHT. :D
hmmz, PE. volleyball is effing hard, but super funnn.
English lesson is full with rubbish. practiced for oral.
Kenner & Farish crapped around, Ernest retardism forfeit.
after school, oral exam. James came late.
ohmygod, fucking screwed luh, bleahhhhhhhhh. saw Kenner & co.
went gym to find Engheng. fooled aroundddd. hearts. ♥

wo ai ni. ♥

AWESOME teachers' day.
Happy teachers' day,
MrSuiSW, MsOngSK, MsQiX, MsGohQH, MsWuMH, MrYohanF, MsAuyong, MdmSarifa, MrsJamesCM, MsLimR, MsSawV, MsGohC.

Tuesday, 31 August 2010

Teachers' day celebration, awesome.
tionged with Lumpy, Vanessa, Isabel, Jaryl. bought mirror. ;>
went pool-ing at safra, superduper awesome. LOVELOVELOVE.
Lumpy & Vanessa have to overturn their shirt to go in. haaaaa.
saw Irfan & co. Lumpy almost exploded to the max.
went yakun, forgot to retrieve my ezlink card. hohoho. ;p
went to her house, couldnt stop laughing at her epic laughters,
superduper effing funnyyyy. people staring at us like crazy people.
greatworld-ed, went to find Engheng, played basketball.
alex and amos were super epic, hilarous shit.
Amos is singing nonstop, alex is crapping non stop. haaaa.
was lots of fun, homed. ♥

obssesion with Luciferrrrrrr. ♥ SHINEE. i wantwantwant to learn this.

awesome discussions with Cheryl, Jeslyn & Rebbeca about kpop groups,
snsd, shinee, 2pm, ft island, hohoho. ;p
Yuan kidnapped my pens for the entire day, typical cats.
Wyman ate bananas in class, Ernest almost poo-ed in his pants.
got so highhhhh, super effing funny, LMFAO.
gym-ed, awesome. didnt study. Amos & co. came, hilarious shittttt.
homed. tmrwwwwwww's teachers' day. should I go back to Zhangde?
argh, i dontknow. didnt want to. half day of school tmrw, awesome.
now now now I want cca. seriouslyyyyyyy. ♥
anw anw, got high waist pants yesterday, awesome luh. LOVELOVELOVE IT.

I love shopping on blogshops, ordered highwaist pants and tops. awesome.
suppose to go out to prepare teachers' day card, hmmz. i dontknow.
Teachers' day is coming, I dontknow whether I should go back Zhangde.
kinda miss all the memories I had there, for 6 years.
hmmz, FYE coming too. must studyyyyy.
thankyou dear, you've given me so much hope, so much strength.
I will buck up, and do my very best. I love you. ♥

Friday, 27 August 2010

heart-to-heart talks with Eugenia. kinda missed those kind of feelings,
when everyone danced together, when everyone was so united.
despite the long trainings and all drained out, everyone felt happy.
I want that kind of unity, that kind of happiness. I'm really sorry.
and yeah, recalled the chinese new year dance again. was so much fun.
thankyou Eugenia, hearts. ♥

HELLO. didnt update recently. hmmz, was tired.
dance, breaking apart. I don't give a fuck damn anymore.
went gym with Engheng yesterday, awesome. ♥
my back is hurting, shoulders are aching. screwwwwww.
PE today, volleyball. the ball is goddamn light.
but its awesome funnnnnnn, hohoho. ;>
I hate maths, I hate maths, I hate maths.
cooked spaghetti for home econs coursework. its a bigbig success.
chocolates with strawberries are awesome, cheesebake rice too, yummy.
hmmz, Mr Sui ask us to stay back everyday to study.
yeah, everyday. as if I'm so hardworking. haaaa.
but I really dontknow how. I rather study alone.
tionged with Vanessa & Isabel. homed.
I dont want tomorrow, I don't want to go there.
many people getting sick recently, I hope I get sick too. please.

this video make me high. hearts.


소녀시대 hwaiting. ♥

"Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone if your heart still does. You are always there for me and so you give me the courage to stand alone. "

I don't know whats happening recently. Seriously, I don't. I hate it this way. I'm always the one who does nothing good, the one who started the whole commotion, the one who's always at wrong, just somebody that is not important. I don't like it, I hate it. Things always turns out wrong, and its always because of me, me & me. I didn't wanted things to be like that, but I can't help it, can I? I tried to act like nothing happened, but nobody knows that I'm hurting badly in the inside. Nobody knows. Sometimes, I just hope to be alone. I really wanted to cry, but all I can do is to fake a smile.

screwed up day, fuck off.
Engheng, Vanessa, Chenyun etc for lending me a listening ear,
listening to me complains. thankkkyouuu. hearts.
Hate me, have I ever said I liked you. ?
dance practice, longlong talks with MsLim.
too bad, we're just rebellious. She's getting fed up with us.
greatworld-ed, went Vanessa's house. gastric pain.
went to find Engheng. homed.
feverrrrr, awesome. I love you rain.
Sorry, I love you. ♥

awesome pe todayyy, got fucking pissed of by ernest.
screamed at him, like dontknow what. hohoho. ;p
science test, screwed up. you know what, i'm bound to fail.
Mr Auyong came to see our maths lessons.
whats even there to see. the awesome maths teacher?
home econs, no practical. theory. plus test. hmmz.
tionged with Engheng, Vanessa, Isabel.
went Vanessa's house. again. haaaa :D
homed. LOVELOVELOVE. xoxo ♥

" I don't want things to be like that. Insecureness. I can't get use, I need time. I'm scared, I've never been like that. Things are happening too fast. I really dont like it this way. "

Hello people, received netball medal todayyyy, awesome.
science practical. electricityyyyyy.
awesome fun doing experiments. the tiny light bulb so cute.
maths lesson, boredddd tothemax luh okayyyy.
subconscious in class, awesome yuan help me copy down notes.
hohoho, thankkkkyouuuu. :D
art lesson, LOVELOVELOVE. shading again.
i finished in two periods, how awesome-r can i be. haaaa.
as usual, those boys crapping. tbt.
tionged with Isabel, teddyyyybearrrr. homeddddd.
hmmz, tmrw got Science and Home econs test. sianzzz.
andand, got some pictures, 13/08/10. hearts.
" Whats done, cannot be undone. " (LLL) ♥

Tuesday, 17 August 2010.
received floorball medal. awesome, 2e's the championnnnnn. :D
hmmz, nobody inform us about dance practice. screw.
tionged with Vanessa and Isabel. vivo-ed.
Isabel bought a white hamster, so adorable. awwww. LOVELOVELOVE.
me and Vanessa were so amazed, keep playing with the hamster.
had superduper lotslots of funnnnn.
went greatworld, montip. went to Vanessa's house. awesome.
his brother is cute. and he's scared of the hamster. haaaa.
went to find Engheng, homed. hearts. ♥

Its okay even if I can't see, it okay even if I can't breathe.
If I could meet you only once, if I could give you all my heart.
How much more do I have to miss you, so that you could know my heart.
How much more do I have to cry and cry, si that tears could be dry.

Does it hurt because of loving you,
is it the punishment for loving you too much.
Even though you say that I can lose everything,
its okay if I just have you to be with me.
Even if my heart is broken when loving you,
even if my heart is seperated when waiting for you.
Its okay because I love you, its okay even if I'm hurt.

The further I turn away so as to forget you,
the more I miss you, what can I do.
Even when you keep telling me its not right to keep me away from you,
you are the only one to me, what can I do.

Does it hurt because of loving you,
is it the punishment for loving you too much.
Even though you say that I can lose everything,
its okay if I just have you to be with me.
Even if my heart is broken when loving you,
even if my heart is seperated when waiting for you.
Its okay because I love you, its okay even if I'm hurt.

Even if I get poison and pricked, my love for you can't stop.
I will wait for you until forever, I will endure even if it hurts.
because of loving you more, Its okay even if tears fall down.
Its okay even it hurts.

-소녀시대 Seohyun,
Its okay even if I'm hurt. ♥

hmmz, at breakfast at mac, school-ed with Engheng & Vanessa.
Magtan talking through out the assembly, haaaa.
fold stars in class, awesome yuan throw until all missing.
put some on Magtan's hair. awesome. like christmas tree.
music lessons, watched some cat videos.
same species as yuannn. hohoho. ;p
after school, tionged with Vanessa. homed.
awesome, andand. Happy Belated Anniversary,
Benjamin & Diana, ZacEe & Pearlyn.
hearts, (LLL) ♥

its the number sixth time of 14th. 6 months, half a year. Time flies. In a blink, I've gone through a lot with you. I believe that you, are a gift that god gave to me. An awesome boyfriend, heart to heart, hand in hand. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. That's what you've given me and that's what I hope to give to you forever. We may not know what will happen in the future, but I'll cherish everything I have now. It's so great to find that one special person, you want to annoy for the rest of your life. Whatever that happens, you always let me know that you'll be there for me if I need you. and I want to do the same for you too. I just hoped that you'll be happy, like you always are. hearts, I ♥ you.

Friday, August 13, 2010.

hello, met Engheng, Jeremy & Shiling, school-ed together.
sports fiesta day, awesome plus awesome! hohoho. ;p
netball semi-finals, lost to 2g, 2-8. awesome game.
under the hot sun, played with 2d & co. LOVE.
floorball semi-finals, won 2b, 1-0. finals against 2a.
awesome game, hearts. won, 3-0. 2e is the awesome-est. haaa.
this year, we've got lotslots of achievements.
1st for soccer, floorball, telematch. 3rd for basketball, netball.
blueblacks, cuts, sprains. haaaa.
awesome, tionged with Hayley, Chenyun, Vanessa.
went Hayley's house, waited for her at the swimming pool.
got a little wet, chased by the guards. retardz.
mac-ed, went greatworld. again. haaaa.
shopped, loitered. went to Vanessa's house.
superduper funnn, homed. hearts, (LLL) ♥

screw olp manzsxc. don't ask me what happen.
anw, last minute joined netball sports fiesta.
awesome, was funnnnn. 7 to 4. hohoho ;p
went greatworld with Vanessa. took the gift, mac-ed.
loiter around, meddle with ipad. LOVELOVELOVE.
should be going her house later, (LLL)

awesome, reading period, what else do you expect.
and yeah, got chocolates. merlion ones. ate one.
magtan and me gave our chocolates to Hayley.
forget to bring chinese file. studied Macbeth.
art lessons, effing funny. Caleb, Jingyong & co. crapping.
they can talk about anything everything.
dramas, cartoons, card games, etcetc. rubbish.
i heard this today, from them. they were talking about studies.
C : yong, your chinese is the only subject that can win me.
J : yeah, im only good at chinese. haha.
C : yong, your chinese so good. you can quit your studies, and go china work. as a begger.
LOL, this is like whatthehell hilarious.
retardism of the boys in 2E. anw, i owned caleb in art today.
awesome. and it raineddddd. LOVELOVELOVE.
lit test, boo. sucked. sandhu pussycat crapped.
finally, byebye to Macbeth. hohoho. ;p
tionged with yuan, she's like crazy over bread.
like wife like husband, like Yuanzhen like Zile. haaaaa.
bought some stuff, homed. ♥

" what's done cannot be undone. once loved, never to let go. "

hello. and yeah, Happy belated national day. haaaa.
awesome day, with Engheng, Mommy Pearlyn and Daddy ZacEe.
met at tiong, forgot to bring phone. lost contact with Pearlyn.
saviour, Jieying. gave us Pearlyn's number. hohoho. ;p
ohya, and she's with Rayyyyyy. :D
studied Macbeth, for tmrw's lit exam. screw.
Mommy & daddy still take their time to eat the jelly.
mrted, Daddy learning chinese.
LOL, i realise how awesome my chinese is, compared to him.
hohoho, crapped in mrt.
went science centre, was awesome fun. LOVELOVELOVE.
kinda creepy, mac-ed, mrted home. (LLL) ♥

AWESOME, didnt go out today. IMY.
mom & sist teaching me how to make spaghetti later. hohoho. ;p
andand, Happy birthday Sweetie.
I didnt forget your birthday, how awesome am i.
stay sweet and pretty, last longlong with love ones. LOVEYOU.
Happy 2nd month, Mommy Amelia & Daddy Jiawei. ;D
Last longlong mommy & daddy, mickey and minnie.
HUG & KISSES, (LLL) ♥

" Life is only worth living once you've found someone worth dying for. "

national day's around the corner, two days later.
Singapore's 45th birthday. hohoho. ;p
4 days of holiday. awesome shit.

Friday, 6 August 2010

schooled with him, ndp marching & celebration. awesome.
tionged with Engheng, Vanessa, Chenyun, Magtan. bused to bugis.
shopped. bought BestFriendForeverAlways at Diva. awesome.
bugis street > bugis junction > bugis street > bugis junction > iluma.
walked nonstop. Magtan and Chenyun went home. mrted to vivo.
just loitering around. saw Benjaminpon & co.
mrted back to tiong, homed. LOVE. tiring but awesome day.
thankyou for staying with me all this while, thankyou for your unconditional love, thankyou for making my day. (LLL) ♥

pe, played floorball with 2D. awesome game. haaaa.
home econs, baked cookies. with mommy Amelia.
stayed back with Engheng for hearttoheart. bleah.
talked crap. LOL. Ms Ong is damn naive.
she asked a lot of questions. all rubbish.
" My parents work as astronauts, I live at orchard, beside ion. "
homed with Magtan, Chenyun.
awesome, school ends at 10am tmrw. hohoho. (LLL) ♥

4 August 2010
art lessons, screw shading manzsxc. i suck at it.
went ish, practice floorball. my obsession.
Engheng, Chenyun, Magtan, Yuanzhen, Philbert, Seetoh, Jeremy, Zile.
sec 2e floorball team, LOVELOVELOVE.
gastric, screw it. inbearable pain.
some sec 3s came to play with us. bleah.
homed. ♥

" Love can make you happy but often times it hurts, but love is only special when you give it to who its worth. "

AWESOME, tio OLP. with Chermin and Hayley.
because we were laughing during morning assembly.
screw Jingyong upsidedown in class. haaaaaaaa.
find OLP after school. she craps a lot.
" Look at the sun, its always shining. As long as you're alive, there will be future in you. " LOL.
andand, she talks about Ostrich. I was trying not to laugh.
seriously. the examples she used are hilarious.
she made me write reflection. must have contract with her. Zzzz.
walk here and there. like her messenger. ask me to apologise to Mr sui.
then go back to find her, then go print another copy of the reflection.
then come back find her again. SCREW HER.
the whole thing ended at around 3. I missed the match. :/
bball-ed at ish, with Aizai & co.
went gym. AWESOME. tionged to find Magtan, Chenyun & Zile.
ate, homed. (LLL) ♥

For some reason, today feels so difficult and exhausting.
I hold my pillow closer as I sit alone in my room,
Holding my phone, my heart, is for some reason, lonely.
The suddenly ringing phone surprises me,
I hear your voice, asking me if I ate today.
Although at times they annoyed me,
today those words feels different.
and all the forgotten promises I've made,
come flooding back to me.

I will become a person with a beautiful heart,
I will become a person that puts others first,
I will fufill the wishes of your love.
The person who I share my dreams with,
the one who used to comb my hair. I think of my mom.

Although at times, I hurt you because of my wrong decisions,
you quietly watched over me from afar.
Although I'm still a young and clumsy child,
I think I understand now, the meaning of your silent prayers.

I will become a person with a beautiful heart,
I will become a person that puts others first,
I will fufill the wishes of your love.
The person who I share my dreams with,
the one who used to comb my hair. I think of my mom.

What should I do, my heart is still so small.
If I let go your hand,
I'm not sure if I can make it without you.
I don't think I'm ready yet, and I'm scared.

I will become a wise daughter, give me courage.
No matter where I go, I will be a daughter you can be proud of.
You've been there for me. I will fufill the wishes of your love,
I'll have a heart that is as warm,
as the unconditional love you've shown me.
I was too shy to express to you clearly. Mom, I truly love you.

-Dear mom,
소녀시대SNSD. ♥

" a simple hug and a simple kiss could brighten up someone's day, just like you've brighten up mine. "

30 July 2010
Magtan & Vanessa never come school. :/
Kangwei and Kenner screwed up chinese lesson. HAAAAA.
ZacEe is full of crap and rubbish. hahahahahah, retarded.
KISSES. dance practice, slacked a lot.
watched basketball match at ish. with Cheena.
she's admiring number 11. HAAAAAAA. mine's number 6. :D
AWESOME. but the coach is not awesome. BLEAH.
homed with Engheng, LOVELOVELOVE.
tireddddd, slept at 9. hohohoho. (LLL) ♥

HELLO PEOPLE! :D
pe today, had great great fun with frisbee.
But got so dirty and muddy. ewww.
iPad is awesome. My aunt has one.
it's like the bigger version of ipodtouch. LOVELOVE.
did use quiz today. At computer lab, haaa. awesome.
went great world. found aunt. shopped.
homeddddd. (LLL)

Floorball preliminary round. AWESOME.
Y.J.E.P.S.K.S.C.M.Z LOVELOVELOVE.
won 2c, 2g, tie with 2f. had fuck lots of fun.
awesome teamplayers, awesome compeitors, awesome scores.
we're in the semi-finals. YAYYYYY.
so awesome-ly happy, had fun in class.
homed with Jeremy, Kenner & Samuel.
full of craps. hahahahahahah.
bought skinnies today. black, grey, purple. haaaaa.
2E HWAITING. (LLL) ♥

" LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE. "

hohoho, tmrw floorball preliminary match. AWESOME.
all the best people, JIAYOU. haaaaaa.
Vanessa caused me sprain my hand during dance practice.
when we were doing cartwheels, retarded. laugh lotslots.
tireddddd, totally restless during dance. I dont want to.
homed. stupid gastric. SCREWWWW.
need to do maths homework. (LLL) ♥

its raining today. AWESOME.
failed maths and literature test. HAAAA.
tionged with Vanessa, homed.
found the track of our syf dance song last year.
awesome, if time could rewind back to the past.
LOVELOVELOVE that dance, I want Miss Goh to come back.
yeah, watched many many many snsd vids.
the 9 ladies spends very less time with their moms, due to their career.
Tiffany's mom left her not long ago. because of cancer.
it was so heart-breaking to see them shed tears. awwwww. Tiffany said,
" Though her mom left her, God gave her 8 wonderful sisters. "
SNSD HWAITING. (LLL) ♥

" think of other people's feelings. words can kill. "

awesome. met Pearlyn, Caroline & Crystal at tiong.
bought pen at popular, shopped a little.
took shuttle bus to Plaza Singapura. found Vanessa.
street sales seemed fun. Walked around.
comicsconnection is awesome. bought manymany things from there.
andand, i bought the snsd filefolder. LOVELOVELOVE.
and snsd badge, and snsd cards. :D HAAAAA.
kfc-ed. homed with Vanessa.
chionging my ih ap homework. suck. (LLL) ♥

HELLO. Im going plazasingapura later. to find vanessa.
LOVELOVELOVELOVE, i want to see how is the street sales.
it sounds so fun luhhhhh. ;D
havent done homework and study. come back must chiong.
haaaaaa. MUACKS. (LLL) ♥

23 July 2010
didnt went for ih ap, pissed with sarifa.
find her after school, take worksheet.
dance practice, went for ndp rehearsal.
with Pearlyn, Crystal, Vanessa. waited for longlong time.
has fuck lots of fun with Mavis, Sangina, Chermin & Zhiwei.
andand, the beautiful melody sang by k-tyn and crystal.
is superduper niceeeee, AWESOME.
went Greatworld with Vanessa, shopped.
bought lots of things a montip. LOVELOVELOVE. :D
went to her house, went so whatthefuck crazy. haaaaa.
VANESSATANYANLING, I LOVELOVELOVE YOU.
yeah, homed. (LLL) ♥

todayyyy, stayed at home. yawns, tireddd.
told mom i'll be going for streetsales tmrw. at plaza singapura.
actually im not going there to sell, but to buy, :D
andand, to find Vanessa, Magtan & Chenyun. hohoho.
so yeah, MUACKS YOU! ♥

raining today. no pe lesson. sianzz.
play frisbee boardgame in class, boreddddd.
i rather go outdoors and play real frisbee. bleah.
passed my science test, hohohoho. :D
free periods for home econs lesson, party-ed in class.
fool around with chenyun and hayley. LOVELOVELOVE!
the NIE teacher came to play with us. guessing games.
i think his name is Mr Ong? he's funnyyyyy.
find vanessa, tionged. saw Zile. rawr.
homed. Gummybears familyyyyy. (LLL) ♥

" you need two hearts to LOVE. "

yawns. class is so fucking bored luh.
stupid auyong. screw you luh.
free periods for art lesson. hohoho.
audition after school, yeah. we got in.
but its a bit screwed up luh. seriously.
Zhiwei, Mavis, Chermin, Sangina performing circus arts.
super cool luh, they're props are so fun.
especially the dabolo, and the spinning plate. super funnnnn.
tionged with Vanessa, homed. (LLL) ♥

" I, my, me, mine "

hello people, now at crystal's house.
awesomeeeee! preparing for tmrw audition.
ohmygosh, goddamn scared.
Pearlyn, Vanessa, Crystal, Joann. jiayou jiayou jiayou!
muackzsxc. (LLL) ♥

longlonglonglong time no post lerh.
mom dont let me go library thing because of fever.
so pissed with her luh, SORRY ENGHENG. :/
met Pearlyn & Zacee at tiong. shopped. :D
so jealous. i want go 125th dinner.
went with Pearlyn to fairmound hotel. super nice luhhhhh!
i wantwantwantwantwantwant to go. ♥
regretted not buying the ticket. hahah. (:
came to Pearlyn's house. practice dance, I my me mine.
(LLL) ♥

" things are not meant to be this way. "

today morning, daddy ZacEe got a lot of nonsense.
V : what starts with A?
Z : Apple, you know, A-P-P-L-E, appleeeee.
V : what starts with F?
Z : Fffff-ish.
J : No, is Fuck.
Z : No, fuck is P-H-U-C-K, its in the category of P.
hahahahahahahahah! :D
saw Pearlyn & Crystal etc on the bus after school.
we were chatting about the awesome chairman.
cut hair. layered, bangs.
argh, i look so retarded. now the fringe cannot clip properly.
screw screw screw screw. but i kinda love it, haaaaaa. :D
Im so so so looking forward for tmrw, reallyyyyy. ♥

" You're my everything, but I'm nothing to you. "

bleah, Engheng reminded me to do homework and study,
early in the morning. BLEAH, tsktsk.
havent get over that awesome dance chairman of mine.
humij never reply. fuck off luh.
changed playlist, watched vids on SNSD's Shanghai concert.
superb luh! how I wish I was there. :/
ohgosh, I wantwantwantwantwant.
They must come to Singapore, someday.
GIRLS'GENERATION HWAITING!
three things to do now, study, study, and study.
LOVES. (LLL) ♥

Oi, spread rumours behind people's back horh. Tell people say I steal, tell teachers to remove me for photoshoot. trying to ruin my reputation. you dance president big fuck? Dont like me right? bring your personal dislikes to dance luh horh? speaking the truth, I dont like you too. Simply, I HATED you to goddamn core. If you say I steal, provide evidence. then I'll be sastified. If you didnt see it with your own eyes, then you have no right to judge. then just huanlo. that time rhapsody, Ms lim came to talk to me. She wanted me to respect you, as a president. I tried, but I simply can't. You don't give me respect, why should I respect you then? Instead, you dont even deserve it. You got enough of it, so am I. I got my facts right, its your turn to get yours right too. you were telling people that you won't put me as the vicechair next year, so? I dont give a damn. dont put dont put luh, as if I CRAVED to be the vice chair. dont think that you're the chairman, you can climb onto our heads. and, its just too obvious that you're not happy because we didnt asked you to perform with us during carnival. bring in your personal stuff into dance, horh? Nah Yiling. Everyone's got a limit, and you've reached mine. I simply just cant stand you, any further. So just fuck off out of my life.

" You're my destiny, my love, my everything. "

19th July 2010
yoongggg.
went for dance, physical training, warmups. as usual.
that sss senior came back. taught us hiphops basic.
moonwalk. haaaaa, kinda fun. others went to train bali dance.
we stood there like some retards. trained rhapsody dance.
fooled around with Xuanyun, she's full of nonsense.
she's ultra-cute. haaaaaa. :D
Mr Auyong extra come chat with us, whatthehell.
after Yiling's craps, dismissed.
Breyl, Xuanyun, Kailing and me waited for pearlyn,
because she's waiting for her baby Zaczac. haaaaa.
dua pai lorh, waited for him for 2 hours.
we keep shouting, full or craps. water fight.
played like whatthefuck. haaaaa, stfu.
ZacEe finally came. homesweethome with Breyl and Xuanyun.
reached home at 8, so drained out.
completed art homework, drew doraemon and carebear. :D
hugged my sketchbook to sleep.

today, stayed at home. got common test next week.
Engheng keep aking me to study. tsktsk.
see my mood first. haaaaaa. (LLL) ♥

" Stand on your feet, spread your wings, learn how to fly. ♥ "

pe lessons, captains ball.
Engheng, Magtan, Yuanzhen, Hayley, Chenyun. fucking fun, ownage.
stupid jeremylum keep stepping on my shoe. HAAAA. :D
home econs, the pancake suck luh.
like eating rubber like that, ewwww.
tionged with magtan, chenyun, engheng, homed.
completed my maths online quiz. finally.
andand, Ms Auyong's lessons are whatthefuck bored.
now i know how good is yohan fendy.
he's in fact, so awesome. (LLL) ♥

recess, i've got mango ice blend. with yuan.
magtan got fed up, because of the prefects.
LOL haaaa, we tried to bring one drink up to class for ben,
but we were caught 3 times by the prefect, whatthehell.
end up the drink was wasted and thrown away, into the toiletbowl.
hahahah, almost got chased by the cleaner aunty.
science lesson is fucking bored luh, issues on sex.
i've got a hard time drawing, during art lesson.
Miss chia is so fierce luh okayy,
she scold for one whole period, then start lesson.
tionged with yuanzhen, made the bearbear sticker. :D
i put my name as Jiaxin. hahahahahahahah.
homed, went to my Aunt's house.
super tired, down with gastric.
but after falling asleep for 3 hours, im okay now.
hahahahahah, im not a pig okayyyy. (LLL) ♥

assembly, principal talk. crap luh.
what gateway thinker and what shit. blah.
went tiong before going for dance. rushing for time.
veryvery first dance practice, its nice to see everyone again.
warmups, stretching, physical training.
leg aching, but its fantastic-awesome. :D
some kind of heart-to-heart talk.
not bad not bad, got a lot of problems with her.
havent settle yet, HAAAAAAAA.
tionged with vanessa, i got my kyungsan sticker.
haaaa, ILOVELOVELOVELOVELOVEIT.
seveneleven's slurpee is awesome, grape soda.
love-a-lot, (LLL) ♥

youth day, for young teenagers like us. :D
the difference between youth day and childrens' day is that,
we get to receive presents on childrens' day. i want i want.
LOL hahah, retardism.
todayy morning, my younger sist wake up goddamn early.
she bite her own hand, and she starts crying, super loudly.
whatthehell luh okay, hahahahah. though its kinda cute. :D
now she's sleeping. finally. got some peace at home.
im waiting for dance practice tmrw, finally. after many weeks.
we've been stone-ing for weeks.
current obsession with hello baby, gakkugk! :D
Cho Kyungsan! you're so fantastic-awesome!

snsd hellobaby. (LLL) ♥